Darkness.
A loud, and startling knock is coming from somewhere in the distance.
Eyes open, and I realize I am in my room, lying in my bed.
All of a sudden, a gloomy, dark figure begins to enter through the doorway.
With a quick flick of the lightswitch, searing pain soars through my eyes as I attempt to adjust.
The figure is now visible.
It is her.
Without hesitation, or politeness, she loudly declares, "the landlords have been calling, you never paid your April rent, if you don't pay it by tomorrow, we are getting evicted."
While rubbing his eyes, and responding in a groggy tone, he says, "I mailed it out on April 1st."
"Then call them," she says.
Like a reflex, he replies, "well, I don't have a phone."
She returns to the room, with a phone, and reads the number allowed.
Pissed that she is late for work, she retreives the phone and storms out of the door.
No, this wasn't a dream. These are the events of 8:50 am this morning.
So as April draws to a close, I continue to cling to hope.
I attended a counseling session provided free of charge by the University of Pittsburgh (from working for UPMC). I have 5 more free sessions, one of which will be next Friday, and the remaining four to be used over the summer.
I have never been in any sort of therapy nor have I ever been medicated. This is in contrary to the rest of my immediate genetic family.
My father has had both, my mother has had both, my older brother has had both and my step brother currently has both.
So I press on.
One item I will share from the counseling appointment is that it was suggested to me not to corresponde with the landlords concerning my reasons for wanting to disband the current leasing agreement.
This mornings event, as well as last nights (her response to an email request of mine), has led me to seriously think about still sending the letter.
I have commented here on the reasons why I want to leave. I am expecting a phone call at work this evening from a Christian Legal Aid service.
No. I am not Christian. No I do not believe in God. I believe in people. I believe in good people who are willing to help out other in need.
Hopefully, this matter can be resolved in a non-legal manner.
More details to follow.
Anyways, I no longer have a phone.
Not that anyone here knows me or would call me, but I do have some other friends, as well as family and personal/business acquaintances whom may need to get ahold of me.
In that way, this sucks.
The roommate/ex-gf and I were on a dual cell phone plan which was in her name. On Tuesday, she abruptly demanded the phone back, and now I no longer can be reached via telecommunications unless it is at work (which I am not supposed to do).
I would like this whole situation to end with her and I finding an acceptable roommate to sublet or assign the lease to, so that I may move out and move on.
Well, I am going back to bed. I had a late night last night. I went over a friends house and chilled with a group of peeps. I don't know what was going on, but some people kept reffering to the fact that it was April 20th. For the life of me, I can't determine what they were talking about......
BTW, Stormy has now vaulted herself to #5 on my Top 5 Suicide Girls List.
Updated:
1. Apnea - 200 points
I don't think she will ever be caught. Just look at her.
2. Quinne - 105 points
Her very first set is just as remarkable as her latest.
3. Joey - 65 points
Was in Ohio recently, but wasn't no where near Pittsburgh
.
4. Monroe - 50 points
Still has a boyfriend, lol. But she seems like she would be a kick ass friend all the same.
5. Stormy - 25 points
20 point starting bonus, plus 5 points for replying in my journal. Her newest Quicktime video has supplanted Visha. I just wish I could be with someone like Stormy (well, any of these girls to be honest, lol).
Until another time.
p-skank
A loud, and startling knock is coming from somewhere in the distance.
Eyes open, and I realize I am in my room, lying in my bed.
All of a sudden, a gloomy, dark figure begins to enter through the doorway.
With a quick flick of the lightswitch, searing pain soars through my eyes as I attempt to adjust.
The figure is now visible.
It is her.
Without hesitation, or politeness, she loudly declares, "the landlords have been calling, you never paid your April rent, if you don't pay it by tomorrow, we are getting evicted."
While rubbing his eyes, and responding in a groggy tone, he says, "I mailed it out on April 1st."
"Then call them," she says.
Like a reflex, he replies, "well, I don't have a phone."
She returns to the room, with a phone, and reads the number allowed.
Pissed that she is late for work, she retreives the phone and storms out of the door.
No, this wasn't a dream. These are the events of 8:50 am this morning.
So as April draws to a close, I continue to cling to hope.
I attended a counseling session provided free of charge by the University of Pittsburgh (from working for UPMC). I have 5 more free sessions, one of which will be next Friday, and the remaining four to be used over the summer.
I have never been in any sort of therapy nor have I ever been medicated. This is in contrary to the rest of my immediate genetic family.
My father has had both, my mother has had both, my older brother has had both and my step brother currently has both.
So I press on.
One item I will share from the counseling appointment is that it was suggested to me not to corresponde with the landlords concerning my reasons for wanting to disband the current leasing agreement.
This mornings event, as well as last nights (her response to an email request of mine), has led me to seriously think about still sending the letter.
I have commented here on the reasons why I want to leave. I am expecting a phone call at work this evening from a Christian Legal Aid service.
No. I am not Christian. No I do not believe in God. I believe in people. I believe in good people who are willing to help out other in need.
Hopefully, this matter can be resolved in a non-legal manner.
More details to follow.
Anyways, I no longer have a phone.
Not that anyone here knows me or would call me, but I do have some other friends, as well as family and personal/business acquaintances whom may need to get ahold of me.
In that way, this sucks.
The roommate/ex-gf and I were on a dual cell phone plan which was in her name. On Tuesday, she abruptly demanded the phone back, and now I no longer can be reached via telecommunications unless it is at work (which I am not supposed to do).
I would like this whole situation to end with her and I finding an acceptable roommate to sublet or assign the lease to, so that I may move out and move on.
Well, I am going back to bed. I had a late night last night. I went over a friends house and chilled with a group of peeps. I don't know what was going on, but some people kept reffering to the fact that it was April 20th. For the life of me, I can't determine what they were talking about......
BTW, Stormy has now vaulted herself to #5 on my Top 5 Suicide Girls List.
Updated:
1. Apnea - 200 points
I don't think she will ever be caught. Just look at her.
2. Quinne - 105 points
Her very first set is just as remarkable as her latest.
3. Joey - 65 points
Was in Ohio recently, but wasn't no where near Pittsburgh
.
4. Monroe - 50 points
Still has a boyfriend, lol. But she seems like she would be a kick ass friend all the same.
5. Stormy - 25 points
20 point starting bonus, plus 5 points for replying in my journal. Her newest Quicktime video has supplanted Visha. I just wish I could be with someone like Stormy (well, any of these girls to be honest, lol).
Until another time.
p-skank
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jolie1:
I am definitely too drunk to read and comment right now, but thank you for the happy birthday babe! I will def take you up on the ice cream. 
monroe:
Fixed 'em