It is so freaking gorgeous out today. Of course, I was stuck in my office with no windows all day and had to fight the urge to take off everytime I went out for a cigarette. I can't believe how much the weather can affect my mood...I am in the most awesome mood today. I'm thinking I may have to go back to my Tuesday... Read More
That's a great age. 'green stuff'...too cute Mine started belting out a Def Leppard song in church about that age. It was a good enough reason for me never to go to church again!
Time for a change. Over the past few weeks, I've been realizing how much I have settled for in my life. Settled for who I want to be, what I want to do, who my friends are, what I expect from people, how I expect to get treated by people. I don't want to be 40 and look back and be sorry that I wasted... Read More
"It's not the end
That I fear with each breathe
It's life that scares me to death"
Yesterday I took my daughter out to play in the snow for the first time. She made snow angels and ran through the yard, falling because of how high the snow was and how short her legs are. She got back up every time, never discouraged, the snow... Read More
I'm so tired and turned around and scared.
I'm lying in empty beds again.
I'll wait for you to come
to your senses, barbed-wire fences
won't keep me from breaking through.
I swear I will for you.
Now I'm on my way to the other side,
I'll forget everything I left behind.
These empty rooms,
are still filled with you
effexor and i never got along. prozac was my favorite. ultrim is my poison due to chronic pain. lost can become found. it hurts when those you thought were friends prove not to be.
i struggle with giving up a lot. those that are my friends make life worth living, and my two dogs.
just saw Angelina Jolie in Sky Captain - wish her past had been larger. one of my fantasies is to have her star in a movie that i write.
A friend of mine shot himself yesterday. Right now I hate him for thinking that suicide is ever an answer. I just hope that wherever he is, he can see every tear cried over what he did and that he knows how much he was loved...and that it wouldn't have taken this to find that out.
To our best friend,
Present past and beyond
Even... Read More
YAY! I'm off all of this week so I've been spending much quality time with my munchkin...she never ceases to amaze me. I really needed this week away from work to get some things done and to put things into perspective. There are definately some people I realize that I've been wasting too much time on...good old one sided friendships...and some people I'd like to... Read More