I am awful at homework. But fortunately for me I have some awesome teachers (@missy and @rambo) that I'd like to make good grades with! So to introduce you more to me, I've decided I'm gonna catch up and do all the homework that I havent! Im gonna start with the ones furthest behind!
MY FAVORITE BODY PART
I tend to go through phases where I like different parts of my body more than the others. But one that has always remained my favorite, is my eyes. I frequently have gotten compliments on them. I have big eyes, and they are blue with gold on the inside around my pupil. I swear! I tell this to people and they dont believe me, but I'm being a 100% honest! The color around my pupil isnt green or brown.. its gold. I love having someone stare in my eyes and just tell me how pretty they are or tell me something sweet and poetic. I love that shit, and being able to see them make eye connection with me while doing it, rules.
WHAT INSPIRED ME TO BECOME A SUICIDE GIRL
When I was about 13-14 my brother was 22. He used to have Suicide Girls on his backgrounds for everything. I used to see this girls and I never thought that it was gross or too adult or inappropriate. I saw these girls as such beautiful inspiring woman. I wish I remembered the girls he used to set as his backgrounds.
I also later saw a Suicide Girl who looked SO MUCH like me. I compared the pictures and we looked identical. I also cant recall who she was, because I never actually figured out who it was.
And then when more frequently on tumblr, I always saw @ceres! I used to follow her and always saw her pictures from her The Search For Waldo set. Seeing how sweet she was inspired me to delve deeper into the world of Suicide Girls.
The day I turned 18, I applied and was accepted. But I finally had the proper resources, my family supported me, and found a man to support me in my journey to follow my dreams as well within the past 9 months and I've never felt happier and finally feel like I belong. I love the members, the fine ladys and hopefuls and Suicide Girls who are so welcoming and awesome. I couldnt hold back.
TEACH US SOMETHING INTERESTING
Oh hey look, I actually did this one! So heres the link to that one ;)
MY FAVORITE SET
To be rather honest, my favorite set EVER is @ralts debut set Melancholia that turned her pink, shot by @ituit. This set is the most beautiful set I have literally ever seen. The composition of lighting and poses, along with alignment of the pictures is so captivating and beautiful and compliments Ralts so perfectly. Not to mention that both of these ladies are such lovely woman, I would love to meet both of them one day.
CONFESS SOMETHING
When I was younger, my dad lived alone. So when I'd visit him, he tended to sleep a lot. He had a lot of medical issues and addictions. Anyway, I used to play outside all of the time. We had a rather large backyard so we always had tractors to cut the grass. I went to go ride one... Turns out I wasnt the best driver. I still dont have a license haha. But I was driving and coming at a turn around the pool, I crashed into the pool!! I left a dent and was for sure that I was gonna get in tons of trouble. Lucky for me my dad never saw it. But the next summer, the liner in the pool ripped. I'm pretty sure it had to do with me crashing into the pool. because it was in the same spot. But never to this day have I told anyone. Hopefully you can keep a secret <3 hahaha
HOW SUICIDE GIRLS HAS CHANGED MY LIFE
I have followed this style and community since I was younger. Around 13/14 (Yeah a little illegal oops) I noticed these beautiful tattooed woman. These girls werent representing anything but themselves and their style and their own strengths to bare skin. These woman represented real beauty, and real honest confidence no matter what the world thought else wise. I realized through time that these type of woman gave me strength for myself. Being picked on for not having huge boobs in high school, and that I had bad acne and my lifestyle choices. No matter what anyone said, I believed in myself and my own confidence. I was beautiful to myself and happy with the style I chose and the tattoos on my skin and the piercings on my body. I was beautiful. I AM beautiful. Suicide Girls has changed my life because it made me be happy with the person I am. To be confident in my skin with or without clothes. To bare my real soul and to be proud of it. Suicide Girls taught me not to give a fuck about close minded people and to just be fucking happy.
MY FIRST TATTOO
My first tattoo... I got it when I was 17, and a few days after my birthday. My mom paid for it for me. I got it from my brother and sister's friend Brian Ihlenfeldt at Neurotic Ink! Its very symbolic for me. I know theres that stupid stereotype that tribal is for douchebags, but I think thats really dumb.. but anyways I got a tribal phoenix on my back between my shoulder blades. I originally wanted it on the back of my neck, which wouldve been totally sweet but Brian said for my age I should get it somewhere more hidden. Which I ended up agreeing to because I was only 17. Its in remembrance of my dad.My dad always wanted a Phoenix portrait on his back. So after my dad died in '07. my brother and sister got it. I was only thirteen at the time so I didnt get it then. Its important to me and a constantly reminder that my dad still lives with me and always has my back.
10 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
1. I am the shortest in my family. My 12 year old sister is taller than me! I'm 5'.
2. Only 5 of my 20+ tattoos WERENT done by me.
3. I am a natural blonde. My hair is a dirty ash blonde by birth. And its rather obvious how blonde I am sometimes.
4. I am allergic to penicillin and most medications in the penicillin family, which sucks because I also have a shitty immune system and dont get the best medicine possible most of the time.
5. I overdosed twice. The first time was years ago, and my last and final overdose was September 2013. I was in a hospital for a week and rehab for a week after that. I have a pill addiction that I still fight everyday, but I'm one of the lucky ones who has learned that pills arent my solution and I've been clean from Percosets, Vicodin, Tramadol and Morphine since my overdose. I'm recovering one day at a time. Yay me!
6. I've only done two nude shoots. One was going to be for my first set and may send it in in the future, and the set that will be coming out in June which I shot myself ^.^
7. My favorite color in the world is cerulean!!!
8. I have owned over 50+ pets my whole life so far. These animals include dogs, cats, bird, hamsters, guinea pigs, gerbils, rabbits, bunnies, rats, chinchillas, lizards, snakes, chameleons, iguanas, goats, chickens, ducks, salamanders, fish etc. I used to be called the "girl who owns a zoo."
9. I am a huge introvert but very in tune to other people more so than they are to me. I can tell a lot about someone by their attitude and body language.
10. I once almost drowned in my pool because I got to close to chlorine tablets and I passed out. That was frightening.
FAVORITE PLACE I'VE TRAVELED TO
I havent traveled very much in my life. I've only been out of Michigan about three times. Going to Ohio I wouldnt really count because I have gone there almost every summer to Toledo just to go to the zoo! I've been to Chicago once as well. But my favorite place that I've traveled to was Virginia. My sister used to live out in Virginia in Newport News. Her husband at the time was stationed out there. I remember walking along the shops along the beach. I also remember trying to ride some stellar waves and in the process being drug out in the undertow. Some old guy had to save me, I was only about 11 at the time. But the salt water and the lovely temperatures year round and the beautiful trip down there was one of the best times of my life. Ever since that vacation I've always wanted to go back. Except the spiders. Those were the nastiest and largest spiders I've ever seen in my life and I feared leaving my sisters house at night.
SOMEONE I'M THANKFUL FOR
I am thankful for a lot of people in my life. I'm not saying I'm any less or any more thankful for the people in my life, but the one person who sticks out to me the most and has been an amazing person in my life is my younger sister. Yes, shes only 12, but the maturity of this young girl has helped me through my roughest days. We fight sometimes but more than anything shes my rock. She listens to me and we have so much fun together. We jam out to music. We spend nights sitting up watching retarded ass youtube videos, and she keeps me young. I love this girl to death and without her I'd be a boring adult. Shes getting old so fast and I'm cherishing every young moment I get to spend with her. Shes the prettiest young woman in my life and I wouldnt have a clue as to what I'd do without her cute butt. Love you little sis.
Last but not least, MY PETS!
I currently have some cute ass pets. I currently have my oldest cat that I got when I was nine, her names China. Then I have my cats Ash, Houdini and the most recent addition to the family, Luna. I also have a Corgi named Luther who is turning 2 soon, and my tiny German Shephard/Akita mix whose name is Natasha, but we call her Tasha. I also have two chinchillas ^.^
PHEW! That was a lot to catch up on. And hopefully in the future I will keep up and this way I can write longer posts about the topics and not mash them all into one! Hope you made it all the way to the end, youre a trooper my friend <3
xo, Prurient <3
