prudence

there are a bunch of pics posted in the prom group, and i don't think i'm in any of them. how depressing. although it may actually be a blessing in disguise i have to wait a couple of days for my pics. i can't wait to see them- i know i got some really good shots in there.

i've been feeling sort of depressed and bitter, but i can't really put my finger on exactly WHAT is making me feel that way. it's frustrating...

update: after thinking about it a little, i think i DO know why, but i'm not going to write about it here. i feel guilty for feeling depressed about it, and an ungrateful bitch for feeling bitter.

which, of course, makes it worse.

a lot of it, though, is that i'm feeling really, really LONELY