Went to a 'conference' at Foxwoods today. It was actually at their Golf Resort, Lake of Isles across the road from the casino and hotel. The talk was at 8:00am. Rather than drive in the morning (it's about 45 minutes), the boss decided to get a room for the night. Got upgraded to a Petite Suite, nice! But we were only there long enough to...
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Been running around so much I not sure what's going on lately. I often wonder if the running around is just a way to mask my loneliness. I hate spending the night alone at home.
Last Saturday I went out with friends. Heidi was there. We flirt - a lot. Used to date, but I was looking for a relationship and she wasn't. Ended up...
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Last Saturday I went out with friends. Heidi was there. We flirt - a lot. Used to date, but I was looking for a relationship and she wasn't. Ended up...
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destillat:
thank ya!!
lady_a:
Thanks for checking in 
. Ohhh man was it nice out today...that's putting it lightly. I just went out to grab some wine and it was still amazing...breezy and almost dark but I could still hear the birds.
I have a really hard time getting to the roots of my anxieties, etc in any sort of public forum...something I struggle with unfortunately. Just one of those "moments" I need to get through.
. Ohhh man was it nice out today...that's putting it lightly. I just went out to grab some wine and it was still amazing...breezy and almost dark but I could still hear the birds.
I have a really hard time getting to the roots of my anxieties, etc in any sort of public forum...something I struggle with unfortunately. Just one of those "moments" I need to get through.
sleep
Sleep deprived. I really need to learn that the human body does, in fact, require sleep. 
After getting up at 4:30 Wed, I stayed up 'til midnight drinking with the fellow conferees. Didn't even try to nap on the train down to Newark, had to prepare for the conference. We had a bus take us to dinner that night. We were going to a place...
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After getting up at 4:30 Wed, I stayed up 'til midnight drinking with the fellow conferees. Didn't even try to nap on the train down to Newark, had to prepare for the conference. We had a bus take us to dinner that night. We were going to a place... Read More
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if:
Yeah, I barely dented a rust spot on his bumper but I reported the accident anyways.
lady_a:
thanks . i did get out to lunch saturday on newbury st., so that was nice. "bearable weather", if you will.
the dreams are deep-rooted in anxiety....lots of endless scenarios of me trying to do something or find something and it never happens. i wake for a bit thinking it's real, then fall asleep and it starts back up again. it's enough to throw off your day, unfortunately
. i did get out to lunch saturday on newbury st., so that was nice. "bearable weather", if you will.
the dreams are deep-rooted in anxiety....lots of endless scenarios of me trying to do something or find something and it never happens. i wake for a bit thinking it's real, then fall asleep and it starts back up again. it's enough to throw off your day, unfortunately
What a long week - and it's only Tuesday!
Need to be up around 4:30 - have a car picking me up at 5:15. Taking an early Acela to Newark for a 2 day conference. Way too much going on to be leaving for 2 days. I have a new Ops Manager I'm training, trying to get the end of month and end of quarter...
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Need to be up around 4:30 - have a car picking me up at 5:15. Taking an early Acela to Newark for a 2 day conference. Way too much going on to be leaving for 2 days. I have a new Ops Manager I'm training, trying to get the end of month and end of quarter...
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lady_a:
stress! boooo times 2 
i wish i had helpful advice, but i deal horribly with stress myself. sometimes though (if i remember to) i'll let myself stop for a minute, close my eyes, relax my shoulders, and rotate my wrists and ankles a few times. make sure i'm breathing correctly, etc. kind of a wakeup call to prevent overload.
i wish i had helpful advice, but i deal horribly with stress myself. sometimes though (if i remember to) i'll let myself stop for a minute, close my eyes, relax my shoulders, and rotate my wrists and ankles a few times. make sure i'm breathing correctly, etc. kind of a wakeup call to prevent overload.
dekews:
How'd the conference go?
2fer last night - no, not me and 2 girls (not that I'd mind that, of course 
) - but I did 2 different 'events'. Went to a friends first to see a movie called "The Secret". It's about the "Laws of Attraction" - power of positive thinking and that sort of thing. Basically, whatever you focus on, the universe will bring to you. If...
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) - but I did 2 different 'events'. Went to a friends first to see a movie called "The Secret". It's about the "Laws of Attraction" - power of positive thinking and that sort of thing. Basically, whatever you focus on, the universe will bring to you. If... Read More
oonafae:
Love that movie! have to read the book! You should see "what the bleep do we know?" done by the same people
faeriedust413:
wow, saraphine's nipples look so suckable ... mmmm.....
Sitting here online and I really need to get moving. Felt rundown all week so I haven't been to the gym since Sunday. Of course, I have been out almost every night celebrating in one way or another.
The one thing that strikes me as I sit here is the change in the neighborhood. Looking out the window, I love the fact that so many...
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The one thing that strikes me as I sit here is the change in the neighborhood. Looking out the window, I love the fact that so many...
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oonafae:
nope i did people were bitching about female members using suicide after their name if they weren't one so i changed it to avoid the aggrivation
people were bitching about female members using suicide after their name if they weren't one so i changed it to avoid the aggrivation
cadence:
..my week was busy and long. but my party more than made up for it. thank you. i know what you mean on seeing neighborhoods change..the one i'm in is changing and growing so beautifully.
Last night I met with friends for a 'book club'. We read an oldie: Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah by Richard Bach. It deals with our notions of God and self and says everything is an illusion to be overcome. In my mind, it denies any actual reality. Maybe I see it as denying TRUTH. I think there is a perfection. Not many...
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fistfuck:
I fell out of love... it was as simple as that. He is still in love with me and although i love him... im just no longer in love with him. I stayed for a while trying to make myself fall in love... but when it came down to it i couldnt. I want head over heals love... i want it all... i think i deserve it... I was staying because it was comfortable and i didnt want to hurt him... but now... i think he deserves to be with someone who is in love with him... and i deserve to be with someone im in love with. I didnt cheat... i never would... thats not something i do... im very loyal and sweet... he had cheated before and i dealt with it because i had to. He was still very in love... i feel bad... he tells me im perfect.... heh.... im hardly that.
yes im a mess... good luck to the next guy, eh? lol.
yes im a mess... good luck to the next guy, eh? lol.
So disappointing on the one hand, yet so great on the other. The big event I was looking forward to for my bday was seeing Type O Negative and going to Hell later. Most of my crowd are true geezers. I'm definitely a geezer by the numbers, but I still don't feel like one (or act like one). Of course, this now makes me wonder...
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asistid:
Wow, I thought me and my honey were the only ones still listening to Type O Negative! (We're in the deep south so there's no chance of a concert in our future)
I have slight band envy - no pics?
I have slight band envy - no pics?
Looks like birthday season is here. My sister was supposed to come down from Boston today to take me out for my bday (I'm in the geezers group here!). We were supposed to go to Fire and Ice. Never ate there, but I've had drinks at the one in Harvard Square. Unfortunately, my brother in law is sick, so we have to re-schedule. Tomorrow...
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oonafae:
Happy Birthday!!! 
bowie:
Yeah, it's not my kind of city. I couldn't take the heat in Boston, so I'm glad I'll be getting out of here before the summer.
Happy belated birthday!
Happy belated birthday!