Wednesday Mar 10, 2004

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What's wrong with me? This entire week I have been nothing short of a hormonal basketcase. From my last post about not having any friends, to just not knowing what the hell I'm doing from day to day (emotionally). I think I need to just go and cry for a day straight or something.

DAMN HORMONES!!! mad
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seattledome:
Always looking to chat with other intersted in Alternative medicine. You should come checkout Jolly roger tonight at 10 Pm or later.

send me an e-mail if you are going to make it
tiamat:
i feel like that right now. frown i decided to drink by myself tonight... bad idea. eep

Sunday Mar 07, 2004

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Well, I'm not sick anymore, but what does it matter. i don't really have any friends in this town, all I do is wake up and go to work and come home and go to sleep.

Seems like a waste of time for me to even try to be social online or whatever.

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lysistrata:
but didn't this whole thing start in Portland? It sucks being away from friends. I know. I've relocated 5 times in my life... and this summer will be 6. EVERY time I've been on my own without job.. .no wonder why I have so many grey hairs.. .

This time I'll be without job but moving with someone. Interesting. But you know what I have a quote for this...

"if you are going through hell, keep going" - Winston Churchill

I think that about sums it up. Sometimes I like being depressed. Haven't been in a while but I like the solitude. The thinking. I don't mind sometimes.
legionnaire:
Sorry to hear about that. Having trouble meeting people in Portland? This is going to sound really dorky, but have you tried the SG Portland group? I've met lots of cool people through the SGNY group. I don't know how active the PDX one but SG social events are a great way to meet new folks.

Tuesday Mar 02, 2004

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well, I'm all moved into my new home, and sick with the flu...bleh...oh well, one day off from work is okay
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catatonicreature:
Yay new homes rule. Hope you feel better kiss
Luv Cat
catatonicreature:
no problem kiss
Hope they help a bit
Luv Cat

Saturday Feb 28, 2004

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Well, I should be moving into my new home this weekend. Unfortunately, my car is just barely able to go a few miles before it starts overheating. So, how do I get all my stuff out of storage, which is miles away?

If I had more money, I'd rent a wreck.
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zundapp1:
Hmmm, Cabaret Voltaire....
There are a couple remixes of Nag Nag Nag put out in the last 6 months or so, including one by Richard Kirk hisself.
Seconds Too Late is my fave.

Cheers etc
retsin:
i just wanted to say that i like yr response in the olympics thread.

Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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I'm just going to be a moody bitch for the next couple of days, so excuse my absence.

When I'm feeling better, I should try to get around to actually trying to catch up with everyone on my friends list and previous commentors.

Wednesday Feb 11, 2004

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sigh...I'm missing my friends back in Santa Cruz...I'm missing my Monday night Goth club...I'm missing all the drama that I wanted to get away from...sigh

making friends is always such a task, it just reminds me that I've never lived anywhere in my life longer than 4 or 5 years

frown
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ryan:
thank you for the tribute!!! i loved that you used my candid!! it's so funny!! i love that costume! i've been depressed too, but finally getting back to normal after adjusting everything... tuesday is the last booked performance at DP until further notice... siren and snow will be back then... i miss those girls..

so maybe see you out this week??
ryan:
dub post. rad!

[Edited on Feb 22, 2004 11:04PM]

Wednesday Feb 04, 2004

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yarrr ARRR!!! !!!

I have the best job in the world right now! I get to play with Photoshop all frickin' day!

yarrr ARRR!!! !!!!


they're still evil corporate bastards, though mad
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gramsci:
A G5 lucky you! Apple stuff is so much cheaper in the States compared to here in the UK. I'm doing a shopping trip to NY on thw way home just go to the Apple Store. Home studio here is come!
wink
corvus_pdx:
So did ya find a good temple?
I've got a buddah bug at the moment.
I've got a bit of a korean buddhist background.
I'm curious to see if any local temples practice in the Korean style.

Monday Feb 02, 2004

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Well, to my surprise, I was called back to the job that let me go during training last week, but for a different project. So now I have 3.5 wks of training from 3-midnight.

And they better damn well not give the run around on this one or I won't go back.

I need permanent work damnit. mad
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miloryan:
So what kind of work is this you're doing at night?
I work the swing at a bank operations center but a lot o' folks work the late shift there.
Did you find a place of your own in this town yet? I saw that you were looking for a place or a roomate or something.
Hope everything is working out for the best here. c-ya
tiamat:
don't let them f*ck you around, you are too good for that. i hope it all works out though smile. sadly work is hard to find...(not that i have been looking. i am a lazy bitch) wink

Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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awww crap...so I was turned down for the library job...although I have the background, it's probably hard competition and when you're the last one interviewed...errmmm frown


I don't know. I'm getting really depressed. I haven't felt this sad in a long time. I feel like crying, but I don't have anyone's shoulder to cry on. I'm only lucky that my friend is cool with me staying...
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lysistrata:
i've done the 'getting to know you' all over again in Vancouver, Tokyo, Beaune France, Victoria, and London.

it's gets harder as you get older because everyone wonders why you don't already have friends? why aren't you settled down? why aren't you in your own damn country making babies and living in suburbia....

also... I do already have friends.. and they live scattered across the planet and I am sad we are not together and making more friends I'm just going to leave makes me sad too. So sometimes I try NOT to make friends to save the pain of goodbye... but then I end up making friends anyway...

sigh...

good luck with the new city thing.... kiss
dayglow:
Ive been pretty down lately too. The saddest ive ever been in my whole life. Ive deceided to take up meditation, it really helps. It looks like being an SG member helps too, look at all those messages you got. Hope things get better.

Tuesday Jan 27, 2004

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Well, let's see, my first three weeks of living in Portland.

First week: snowed in and shut down in Beaverton

Second week: went out and explored Portland, moved in with a friend while I job and room hunt

Third week: started job training for technical support

Going into Fourth week: training cancelled, now no job

frown
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salome_seule:
i am an undergraudate art/art history major.... nothing too exciting...
salome_seule:
not at all! wink

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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hmm...going to my first Drag King show in Portland tonight...maybe I should work on my "Drag Pirate King" rendition of G&S's Pirate King (see previous journal entry)

ARRR!!!
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ryan:
thanks for coming out! it was awesome to get to meet you! you will have much better times here than you thought... it's such a better, more openminded place... ppl are real here... for the most part..
have fun tonite!
echo:
oikia i am looking for a place but most important i'm looking for work. so we should talk no? please emial me at firefoxkitty@hotmail.com
peace

Saturday Jan 24, 2004

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if only they had this at the Karaoke~!
gotta love Gilbert and Sullivan (sometimes)


KING:

Oh, better far to live and die
Under the brave black flag I fly,
Than play a sanctimonious part
With a pirate head and a pirate heart.
Away to the cheating world go you,
Where pirates all are well-to-do;
But I'll be true to the song I sing,
And live...
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orchid1:
My german is nicht sehr gut. So, I actually have no idea what you wrote...um...yes.
orchid1:
Mude= tired or maybe its muder. no, I think mude.
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