princessparkle

I watched Evita last night followed by The Sound of Music followed by Carousel. I don't know why. I think i just needed to satisfy some musical urge. Maybe subconciously I knew it would be cathartic or something. They made me cry and I needed that . I realized how much i miss my sister. I mean i knew that I missed her and that i'd never see her again but I think last night was the first time I really really let myself grieve and feel all those feelings that I've been trying to fight. Apparently I don't need therapy. I only need to watch musicals. Who knew