possession09

okay im over the bike thingy ( read previous entry). i dont feel
like feeling sad anymore.
i was mistaken for a boi today. i thought it hilarious, esp. when the
coffee girl realized her error and became so flushed she turned bright pink..including her ears.
how cute....
thats what i get for wearing baggy clothes and a hat..lol

ive bought my ticket for the...
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so i dont know what this is all about. karma, maybe? i am not making much money right now...
and although that unnerves me at times, i am still doing okay. the few possessions i do i have, i hold dear..
like my bicycle. it was stolen last nite. yep.
how about that luck. someone came up on my porch, broke the bike lock and...
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so i have made my decision. i am moving to the west coast when i finish school here (two more semesters).
to have finally made the firm decision is sort of scary to me a little, since i know
noone over there (except one ex in seattle). i honestly have no idea where exactly i am going to go, or what exactly i am going...
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ho hum.

lately it seems, i am at constant battle with myself. the evil lazy
procrastion demon has been peaking its head out all the time.
i am just so tired. which is so not like me. am i depressed? no, not really.
am i more stressed than normal? nope. whats the deal-o?
why am i so tired all the time?
to combat this evil twin of...
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dare i dream it?
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well, it appears if my "girl problems" are over since neither of the girls
that were causing me problems are talking to me anymore.
i dont really know how i feel about that. actually i really dont care.
that sounds harsh. but i know my ex will come around sometime, and
we can be friends some day. so i can wait.
right now, it just...
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today has been such a fabulous day...and its still not over..
i went to breakfast with two completely awesome friends,
dinner and drinks with my bestest friend in the whole world...
and now we are all getting up to go out to a club that we havent been
to in ages...im so very excited.

this is going to be a wonderful beautiful nite


love recklessly...
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okay so today is going much better than yesterday.

woke up and had brunch with my two awesome friends..yummy
indian food. now im about to go get ready to go out for drinks and dinner
with another extroadinary friend.
i am filling this day with love......you know the good nice feeling love...

tomorrow i must finish painting. my strairs are now a brilliant
blood red....
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SO THEN...



im so sick of this day i could cry.
matter of fact ...i just might.
this day sucked.

BLAH for me.

tomorrow.
will.
be.
better.