okay. im over the pain part. lol. honestly a few hours after i wrote that,
things were okay. my heart is still in some deep shit, and im sure
that soon, (very soon) i am going to have to deal with some shit and icky hurt.
buts its okay.
i dont know what is going to happen. i have my hopes. i want to be...
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things were okay. my heart is still in some deep shit, and im sure
that soon, (very soon) i am going to have to deal with some shit and icky hurt.
buts its okay.
i dont know what is going to happen. i have my hopes. i want to be...
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dolorian:
well, i've learned that comfort and security is not always that safe... or secure. nothing is definate, ever (in my oppinion) and you should always follow your heart. even though it's scary as fuck most of the time... 
nopantsdave:
I have to go with madly in love and an uncertain future because that feeling is just so intense it makes the pain worthwhile
ouch.
i hurt so bad right now. and it feels so good to be able to hurt that bad, but it still
hurts. does that make any sense at all? well, to me it does.
ouch.
autumn
i hurt so bad right now. and it feels so good to be able to hurt that bad, but it still
hurts. does that make any sense at all? well, to me it does.
ouch.
autumn
wisp:
*pout* ..though it has nothin to do with me... sorry.. *laugh* for what its worth that makes a shocking amount of sense. I'll mail you to coordinate...
freyja__:
oof.
sorry to hear that.. sorta?
i hope the pain doesn't last too long.
what sort of music do you spin?
xo
sorry to hear that.. sorta?
i hope the pain doesn't last too long.
what sort of music do you spin?
xo
eeeeek.
ive been prone to random outbursts of shear laughter. today, when i found out
that the mechanic was not going to charge me an arm and a leg, i clapped like a little
kid. i am such a dork right now.
lol.
ade
ive been prone to random outbursts of shear laughter. today, when i found out
that the mechanic was not going to charge me an arm and a leg, i clapped like a little
kid. i am such a dork right now.
lol.
ade
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dolorian:
i'm pretty dorky, myself... my laughter is a bit maniacal at the moment, though.
krista:
I understand. And laughter...oh I am so with there with you.
Dorks are cute.
Dorks are cute.
so i know what i am going to do.
and it will work. and even if it doesnt at least i can say that i tried and
didnt wimp out because i was afraid to hurt my feelers.
i did that before, and i regret it. im not doing it again.
i know that what i have seen in her eyes is true. i can...
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and it will work. and even if it doesnt at least i can say that i tried and
didnt wimp out because i was afraid to hurt my feelers.
i did that before, and i regret it. im not doing it again.
i know that what i have seen in her eyes is true. i can...
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wisp:
Good luck.. regrets are things best avoided through couragous action.
its so funny when someone is saying one thing, but their eyes tell you something else.
its so funny when words are coming out of their mouths, yet their actions tell you something completely different.
which do you believe? which do you choose to believe?
there is that saying that actions speak louder than words, but does it really matter
in this case?
why was...
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its so funny when words are coming out of their mouths, yet their actions tell you something completely different.
which do you believe? which do you choose to believe?
there is that saying that actions speak louder than words, but does it really matter
in this case?
why was...
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possession09:
you know what is even stranger? is that my heart hurts so bad...and
i have these moments of sadness.....but i cant help but smile.
im smiling and laughing and coping in a new and strange and beautiful way
i dont know what that is all about....
ade
i have these moments of sadness.....but i cant help but smile.
im smiling and laughing and coping in a new and strange and beautiful way
i dont know what that is all about....
ade
wisp:
Yes!!! I am getting so mightly excited!! So do you have my phone number ? I think so... Let's coordinate in person at some point over the next week or so!
*bounce* *bounce*
*bounce* *bounce*
im such a stress ball right now.
i wish my best friend lived closer so we could go talk over coffee
i wish that my stomach virus (poisioning) would go away
i hope that what i am feeling right now is reciprocated.
ade
i wish my best friend lived closer so we could go talk over coffee
i wish that my stomach virus (poisioning) would go away
i hope that what i am feeling right now is reciprocated.
ade
punkkitty:
::rubs your tummy
insomnia will be the death of me.
hope everyone has a wonderful day.
ade
hope everyone has a wonderful day.
ade
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krista:
Damn, you gave the best explanation yet. I'm still laughing about it, but mainly because I see him all the time when I go out dancing and he keeps saying silly shit like that.
I am an insomniac. We should have a support group that meets in the wee hours of the morning, because that's when it's most boring and lonely.
I am an insomniac. We should have a support group that meets in the wee hours of the morning, because that's when it's most boring and lonely.
junker:
hey
i didnt go cause i fell back asleep and woke again with my cat lickn m face.ya willy wonka 25th anniversity is this year.such the great movie.hows the dj stuff going?
i didnt go cause i fell back asleep and woke again with my cat lickn m face.ya willy wonka 25th anniversity is this year.such the great movie.hows the dj stuff going?
i dj'd tonite..unexpectedly. so there i was in a bar with over 300 people..
and i had them dancing almost ALL nite long. what an awesome thing.
i know alot of my dj friends just want to dj the genre of music that they like, but
honestly i find that i am more of a crowd pleaser. now there are some songs that i REFUSE...
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and i had them dancing almost ALL nite long. what an awesome thing.
i know alot of my dj friends just want to dj the genre of music that they like, but
honestly i find that i am more of a crowd pleaser. now there are some songs that i REFUSE...
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okay.
im in trouble here. eekk. yep. im deep in this now. i was completely
spacey about it earlier, but now i think im starting to freak.
i have no idea what to do. ut. oh.
i just jumped right into this.
(shaking my head)
im in trouble here. eekk. yep. im deep in this now. i was completely
spacey about it earlier, but now i think im starting to freak.
i have no idea what to do. ut. oh.
i just jumped right into this.
(shaking my head)
jurasic:
Use your indtincts...You are a fighter right...do what you got to do...just keep your head...
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i am in soooooooooo much trouble. and it feels so wonderful. 
i am in soooooooooo much trouble. and it feels so wonderful.
inkvisitor:
umumumumumummmmm!
hehehe
hehehe