Tuesday Jul 15, 2003

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WHERE THE HELL DID MITTEN GO?????????????????


I AM OUTRAGED...I AM MORTIFIED. I AM SOOOOOO GIVING UP SG IF MITTEN IS NOT HERE....


PHOOEY ON YOU ~!~~~~~~~ eeek eeek eeek eeek
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krista:
Aw....I have no answers about Mitten.

I think my ball already dropped. I survived, but now I feel like it could happen AT ANY MOMENT. Even though I may be past the worst, I tihnk I'm much more nervous than ever before. Still plenty of butterflies.

I may not currently have the yard space for my llama. Maybe you could be a llama foster parent.
wisp:
How are you ?!?!?!?!

Sunday Jul 13, 2003

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im quite confused right now. i am tributing my confusion to being completely
exhausted with all the past weeks changes, dramas, and daily life. whew. its almost over.

this monday. things are going to change. im not sure if it will be
for the better or for the worse, but things are going to change.
and in the end....im still going to be happy. i...
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krista:
Even when things work out, I am confused. Perhaps even more so then.
krista:
I wonder if that "ball dropping" feeling ever goes away? I still run with it....but that feeling is there, I must admit,

I've always wanted a llama. They have pretty eyelashes and I like how they prance.

Friday Jul 11, 2003

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ive moved ive moved ive moved. my house rocks rocks rocks.
my furnature still isnt here pout. where are all the strong dykes when i need them.....?????
im sure they will be out at the good ol bar tonite (where i dj) damn them women.

so im beginning to believe that the fairy tale might actually happen.
wow. to me. not a book, not a...
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krista:
Wow, that's quite a turn of events. Good for you.

So, what fairy tale are you living?
krista:
Fairy tales are meant to be sappy.

I am pretty happy, but I guess it's about finding happiness in a less than happy situation? Takes some work. I just liked the quote, it wasn't an assessment of my current personal life (yay!).

I watched Willie Wonka a few days ago. I'm still smiling.

Sunday Jul 06, 2003

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phooey on you.

tell me something that will make me smile and cry in a good way and i will
give you a cookie.

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wisp:
I made practice Poi with pennies and duct tape and just smacked myself in the shin! Its starting to swell up.. oh how I wish for my digital camera that is no longer mine. Oooh AND I just chopped off most of my hair so that it won't catch on fire as easily...

*whew* You girl sound like you are up to your assdiddy in emotional unpleasantness. I can't easily get those pesky people whom I have problematically fallen for out of my heart but am doing a better job of figuring out why I was drawn to them in the first place... It makes balancing the aftermath easier for me at least...

Congrats and the movage btw!
wisp:
No doubt hangin and chilling and swingin would rock beyond belief! If only you weren't so pesky far away....!

How's the new place treating you ? Have you talked much to the Ashville crew ?

Saturday Jul 05, 2003

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why is it so hard for me to walk away. im sure that given my situation, the
smartest, definitely SAFEST thing would be to RUN RUN RUN. yet, i am
drawn. hoping for another email, waiting for her to call. how silly it all is that i let
myself play this game.
a part of me believes that i am going to be completely torn...
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Thursday Jul 03, 2003

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tonite was an insane nite for me.
i had the nite off, so i decided that i would go out. i have to dj EVERY nite this weekend, so i figured,
get my fun in now.
so an hour into the point where im starting to get intoxicated and
im having fun. girl and girl show up. she stands so close to me and
pretends...
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krista:
Oh honey...is my ending happier? I don't know, it wasn't an ending. It's more of a middle I negotiated where we're both somewhat uncomfortable, but not quite as unhappy. Still, it's a confusing place to reside. It's all tough when you're dealing with love.

But I think it's absolutely beautiful that you wear your heart on your sleeve. It's just hard to find people that will be as delicate with it as you need.

*Hugs*

Thursday Jul 03, 2003

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so im sitting here and my heart feels pretty darn ass-diddy right now. i have been on this INSANE emotional rollar coaster ride all week long. amazingly, i have not completely gone coo-coo YET.
i have been overindulging in going out and drinking and being a complete hood-rat. also TONS of walking. 10 miles yesterday. 8 today. walk walk walk...burn off all this energy that...
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Thursday Jul 03, 2003

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so i havent written in forever. i had a wonderful magnificent time this previous weekend. i cant even begin to describe the music and the wonderful people i met. WISP...you are awesome girl, and we are so going to have to get up together to go to the one in sept. HEY>...i can do the butterfly now...still having problems finding a teacher around this area....
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Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

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ouch.

all that i have is hope right now.


whatever whatever
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enso:
hope is all you need

we are the music makers and we are the dreamers of the dreams
enso:
hope is all you need

we are the music makers and we are the dreamers of the dreams
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