Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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im such a dope.

hahahahahhahahahhaha.

whatever whatever whatever
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germany:
you are not a dope....you ARE dope...
germany:
yah i hate that circle thing sometimes. but i just figure every couple of years i'll amaze myself with another big realization. so then things can't be that boring

Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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has anyone ever read the book "the notebook"??? its by far one of the
best written beautiful books ive ever laid eyes on. its a love story, but
its honest love. its the ups, the downs, the hopes the dreams,
the pain. its so fucking beautiful. i have a copy that is dog eared and highlighted
and i love it.
today i re read it...
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Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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eek. so we have until sunday to keep living in our little world.
then things are going to change. thank god i will be out of town
when a certain person returns.
i dont know what is going to happen. my most closest wonderful friend
seems to think that things will happen the way they should.
she believes that there is going to be some...
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tiamat:
aww. sounds luscious.
have fun!

Tuesday Jun 17, 2003

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what a whole gaggle (well maybe not completely) but a bunch of different answers. due to the fact that i am the "new" girl who honestly just walked into this situation
of course i am going to be love bias and WISH that the ending would be involved with me.
Realistically...who knows what will happen. it could be any of the previous answers, or
it...
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krista:
Mostly fun...just don't look down!

I just read a chapter in The Lives of Muses about the real Alice that inspired Lewis Carroll. So interesting.

Love back atcha with a *smooch*.

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possession09:
ive actually read that !! well.....ill keep that in mind...no looking down.

let you know how it turns out anyways....

ade

Tuesday Jun 17, 2003

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you meet someone, and completely unintentionally fall madly in love.

in love. goo goo eyes. smiley all day grins. happiness. love
yeah. the good good stuff.

problem: you live in your gfriends house. she had been gone for 6 months and
will be returning soon. you have been driving her car. at one point you were in love with her.
but that was months ago....
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kinto:
Forget what's past. Move on. Past will never happen again and as much as you can care for a previous love lost, Past is gone. Dead. Finished. Pretending will make you feel bad & will make the other person feel even worse.

Enjoy having a new love, this is the best life can ever offer smile

K
iamspoonbender:
i feel like either love would be tainted to a degree. i don't think it would be fair to either girl to stick around. does that make sense? in my head it does. i could explain better in more words if you'd like, ms. ade..

Monday Jun 16, 2003

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well. this weekend was pretty much hell. i walked out of my house sat. morning to
go to dj a pool party, and found that my stereo had been stolen out of my car...
honestly i didnt even get pissed because i was so sick. so sick that sat. nite i ended up in the emergency ward.
so now its monday, and i have a...
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broadwaybee:
Hey Lady - I'm glad you're feeling on the up and up...

I'm also glad you've such a delicious outlook on Love.
wisp:
*whew* Suck on the sickness... Its good you are taking care of yourself... And don't I know it about being mystified about not taking chances...

Friday Jun 13, 2003

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okay. im over the pain part. lol. honestly a few hours after i wrote that,
things were okay. my heart is still in some deep shit, and im sure
that soon, (very soon) i am going to have to deal with some shit and icky hurt.
buts its okay.

i dont know what is going to happen. i have my hopes. i want to be...
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dolorian:
well, i've learned that comfort and security is not always that safe... or secure. nothing is definate, ever (in my oppinion) and you should always follow your heart. even though it's scary as fuck most of the time... kiss
nopantsdave:
I have to go with madly in love and an uncertain future because that feeling is just so intense it makes the pain worthwhile

Wednesday Jun 11, 2003

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ouch.


i hurt so bad right now. and it feels so good to be able to hurt that bad, but it still
hurts. does that make any sense at all? well, to me it does.

ouch.

autumn
wisp:
*pout* ..though it has nothin to do with me... sorry.. *laugh* for what its worth that makes a shocking amount of sense. I'll mail you to coordinate...
freyja__:
oof.
sorry to hear that.. sorta?
i hope the pain doesn't last too long.

what sort of music do you spin?

xo

Tuesday Jun 10, 2003

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eeeeek.

ive been prone to random outbursts of shear laughter. today, when i found out
that the mechanic was not going to charge me an arm and a leg, i clapped like a little
kid. i am such a dork right now.


lol.
ade whatever whatever
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dolorian:
i'm pretty dorky, myself... my laughter is a bit maniacal at the moment, though.
krista:
I understand. And laughter...oh I am so with there with you.

Dorks are cute.

Monday Jun 09, 2003

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so i know what i am going to do.
and it will work. and even if it doesnt at least i can say that i tried and
didnt wimp out because i was afraid to hurt my feelers.

i did that before, and i regret it. im not doing it again.
i know that what i have seen in her eyes is true. i can...
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wisp:
Good luck.. regrets are things best avoided through couragous action.

Monday Jun 09, 2003

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its so funny when someone is saying one thing, but their eyes tell you something else.
its so funny when words are coming out of their mouths, yet their actions tell you something completely different.
which do you believe? which do you choose to believe?
there is that saying that actions speak louder than words, but does it really matter
in this case?
why was...
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possession09:
you know what is even stranger? is that my heart hurts so bad...and
i have these moments of sadness.....but i cant help but smile.

im smiling and laughing and coping in a new and strange and beautiful way
i dont know what that is all about....

ade
wisp:
Yes!!! I am getting so mightly excited!! So do you have my phone number ? I think so... Let's coordinate in person at some point over the next week or so!

*bounce* *bounce*

Sunday Jun 08, 2003

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im such a stress ball right now.

i wish my best friend lived closer so we could go talk over coffee
i wish that my stomach virus (poisioning) would go away
i hope that what i am feeling right now is reciprocated.

ade whatever whatever
punkkitty:
::rubs your tummy
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