poetshaman

Well this morning I had to go through my marathon of doctors appointments at the VA and head shrinkers.There is something about having to fast for 12 hours and then going to an apartment size building where the dying and dead have seen their end, opening your arms so they can take over 6 viles of blood to analyze every little cell to see the inner battle between youth and disease. Then I have to listen to these "really smart" doctors who knows whats best for my own being, oh yeah and of course it wouldn't be over without me having to recount some of the most traggic things I have been through to try and get my head shrunk and prescribed me some medicine to fill it back up. I hate going to the VA, it's almost like being on a sadistic roller coaster where at every stop someone is poking you with needles or asking you personal questions, but I suppose that's the physical part of it, inside my head I know its all for the best.

*And of course a day like today wouldn't be over without getting a speeding ticket ...shesh