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Its been a long time since I made new friends...

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griffxx:
@poeticveins It's cool, definitely different than most social media. I feel like it's a lot more 'genuine' - still exploring around but have already discovered a ton of cool people.
poeticveins:
That's good then :) I took a break for a while and Ive come back to find some of the people I used to speak to have disappeared :/ hoping to have more pictures soon, its hard to stand out with so many stunning people on here x
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I actually feel like myself for the first time in what feels like forever. When you love someone you couldnt begin to comprehend that theyre actually destroying you. i feel that three years of my life were wasted on someone who took away the best parts of me. Almost two years on and I feel amazing. Im soom to begin my degree which I could...
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rossf:
It is good to smile and like yourself -- looking forward to seeing some pics:)
poeticveins:
Thank you. hope not to disappoint :)
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I havent been on here for a while, and Ive missed it...
Society has a somewhat warped definition of what beauty actually is and I find it here - I find it in those who dare to be different, those who are willing to be themselves regardless of what others think...

I often liked to share my thoughts here, partly because I know of noone on...
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So from what I have read it looks like I may have Borderline Personality Disorder, which may explain my lack of ability to make simple choices, my being incapable of making serious decisions, my lack of self confidence and my rapid change in moods etc. Looking back I have always felt this way (...or at least from what I can remember) and I have looked...
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totallysomeone:
thank ya
right9:
Yep, relationships are complicated, and brake-ups even more so...

And thanks for the suggestion! Though I think someones already tried it, he flew several thousand feet up and froze to death... so not a practical idea me thinks tongue
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Leave me messages?
xoxo
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poeticveins:
Thank you HaHa x
altmath:
I know what you say makes sence. I guess its just when i'm alone i'm contantly asking myself 'what if'. No one has had such a massive impact on my life in a short period of time
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I know that I must first find myself, before I seek another person...
Does anyone have any words of advise for me?
On life.
On love.
Confidence.
Happiness

I look at some of the girls on suicidegirls and I envy them...
simply due to their confidence and their beauty.
I wish that I could be like you,
You're beautiful xo
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hollywood22:
never been to a strip club?! wow you are in for a good time! at least if the group of guys you go with been to a few. Strip clubs can go either way. Good if people dont act like fools or bad if they do. Every type of girl works at strip clubs. Even the quiet local librarian has worked there once! LOL The thing with most strippers is just to come right out and ask them if they like women. That's been my experience with bringing a female friend to strip clubs. My women friends will just ask straight out and usually get a positive reaction! LOL
poeticveins:
I know thats its silly but the strippers I have come across are all very similar, big breasts and false hair extensions, too much fake tan etc and that doesnt particularly sound appealing to me. This girl had black hair, pale skin, blood red lipstick, facial piercings. She was just beautiful. I may just ask one of my friends if he may drop into conversation something regarding her sexuality. It may look a little obvious if I were to ask myself xx
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I realised today, perhaps its not necessarily that I want to be in a relationship with these certain people but that I know that if I were to be, that they could make me very happy. Its okay to miss people from your past. I find it so difficult to open doors into myself, to be real with people, but when I do I know...
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poeticveins:
I will try my best, though I know it will be difficult. All those around me are happy in a relationship right now and while I would like to meet the right person I dont actually know what I want. I think I should find myself before I find my soulmate x
nietzsche:
find you.
inhale.
flee the days.
eat the nights.

live.
love.
devour.

(all will come in time my dear.)
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My son is now 4 weeks old and I am still pleasantly surprised by the feelings I am experiencing. It really is surreal
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spirit_bear:
^_^
wildy:
nice news!
Have fun with ur baby! kiss