poeticblack

So....


First of all, I am proud to say that I am 30 DAYS SOBER!! Yay me! So why do I feel like shit??!?!?!?!

Well, let me break my first day out of rehab down and let you know what the fuck is going on...


So, I get out of rehab today and check in at ASAP (Army Substance Abuse Program) so I can get my follow on check ups and get my AA meeting time. Every goes smooth and quickly, so I leave there and go meet up with my Lodge brother who got out of rehab a week earlier than I did. He is suppose to be helping me stay sober and get into living a sober life.


THIS MOTHER FUCKER IS DRUNK OFF HIS ASS! i MEAN THIS MOTHER FUCKER WAS STRAIGHT LIKE BOURBON STREET WASTED. I MEAN LIKE STRAIGHT UP PANTS FALLEN DOWN, SLURRED, SHIT TALKING, 20X REPEATING THEN FORGETTING WHAT HE JUST SAID, BOUT TO GET THE STRAIGHT GET THE DOG SHIT BEAT OUT OF HIM DRUNK!

So, I'm trying my best to keep my cool and still check on him like I promised OUR doctor from rehab without losing my fucking cool. We run by my homie's house real quick and he starts popping off at the mouth wiht my homie and his little brother, they almost get into it. I break that up, and get him back to his house as soon as fucking possible and get on my way.


WTF!