Uhm,
So yeah, this is another post. A thought, or just a hazy blazed daze of the shit that has gone through my mind with the time period of me sitting in the cool Cooper Road air smoking and chilling catching up on a lil SG World and seeing what's going on with my friends.
All is okay, well as good as I can ask for it to be in the current situations, I got a letter in the mail yesterday from my old Army unit letting me know that I had been cleared of all charges on my FLPL investigation about my military gear that my Ex girlfriend destroyed and or whatever, lol. That is a relief, all is ready for school to start in January, orientation is next month, so I'm wondering if I should take the weeknd and make a lil personal trip for myself. I've been busting my ass since I been home, helping my mother with her baking business and being a full-time single parent again is a lot to do, I commend all of the ones out there doing it. Life is good, staying busy around the house with remodeling is something serious too, tore up the kitchen floor and wating for the new one to come in so we can put that down. Also, redid the tub and shower room, so that is keeping me busy.
Still considering going back in after I finish school is still floating around in my mind also, I miss the ARMY, wow did I really just say that??? I don't miss the bullshit, but the structure , job security, and benefits, definately! I smoke though, and I wanna enjoy being me, Idk, maybe just the fact of how my military career ended just kinda made me do a 180... Most people who see me now wouldn't believe I wan in the ARMY, lol. Shocker, huh!!! VA is kinda helping, but still not really, I been sober a year, and the Shrink told me that she'd rather me drink than smoke, WHAT KINDA BULLSHIT IS SHE TALKING!!!!!!????!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Is she trying to put me back in the fucking hospital??? WTF, I think I been doing good since I went STRICTLY HERBAL, I've lost and gained a few associates, people are soo fucking fake and think STONERS are sooo fucking DUMB!!! SYKE, ain't shit dumb about a stoner. I just get high and remember who and what I am, and I am fine. The mind is a scary thing to let dwell idol, especially mine.
I'm here, yes, I am officially alive, high, and making it! YAY me and FUCK you if you hating!!!
Well, SEXY PEOPLE, TAke CARe and TALk To YAll LaTEr, StAY gREEZY!!!!