plasticrev24

Hey..... Just typing before work. I usually never have time before work to do anything, besides pull my lazy ass out of bed, turn on the computer and start work in my pajamas. I'm taking care of my old girlfriend's dog for a week, so in the morning I have to wake up and take her out to go the bathroom. I didn't know having...
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I'm sick of boo hoo days. I'm a man of action. One that takes control and shapes his own destiny which is interwoven with his emotions......... First off, screw half-ass New Year's resolutions, I'm doing this shit for myself.

To begin, on my way back from my Thai food lunch today (kick ass eggplant/basil plate), I'm quitting smoking. This is just a start. Many things...
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I feel like complete shit today. I miss my old girlfriend. I miss her madly. I feel so empty inside. Tears run down my face. I try to be strong, but my stomach never ceases to quiver.

"She's the voice, I'm the voice..... wake up pretty girl!!! The jokes on you....."

Just watching "I Heart Huckabees." I took it easy today. I think I'll start work tomorrow. I need to get back to the city. Sonoma County's driving me a little crazy, even if it's done me good. I just think it's time for me to go. Finish my work, gather up...
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Just wanted to let you all know that Im doing freakn great. I fell into a pretty deep hole and hit the ground running. Luckily I had some Gummiberry juice and popped out after being in the hole for a couple weeks. In retrospect, it doesnt make much sense, however, Im not one for Monday morning quarterbacking. Im back in the saddle and now its...
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I've just been searching frantically all over for my cat Bella at my parents house. I'm up for a couple of days for the holidays, and I thought I was going to lose my mind. Some heater guy came over, and I thought there was a chance she could of snuck out. I was in a complete frenzy. I popped a xanax, drank a rockstar...
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Today is a better day

It happened a long time ago. Now I only see glimpses in my dream. I get stuck in my sleep paralyzed by metaphoric missiles in an Atari video game. I try to fight it and it only gets worse. Eventually I surrender because I have nothing left to lose. The base explodes and I eventually wake up.

Im alive. Im breathing. Im "waiting for that...
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Yesterday I wrote this about a girl I've been going out with since I've been back from Europe. Do you think I'm being too harsh? Today my anger turned to sadness... boo fuckin' hoo

My blood is boiling. Yes Im pissed, Im fuckin pissed. Im a good person, but I can only take so much bullshit. I tried to be nice to her, but she...
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