I'm in a good mood-ish. And I've made some decisions...
I put curlers in my hair last night.
This is how it turned out.
It's funny how sometimes I look so hot. It surprises me. Haha.
So I've decided that I don't want a relationship... so to speak. I want a guy, and I'm sure a guy cause I really don't want a girl right now... they never pan out with me... but I want a guy that I can hang out, and be free with. Like its alright for me to make out with him, sleep with him and such. If it were to grow into a relationship that's fine, but for now... I just want to still be me the one man nation. Maybe its possible. I'm a lot less attached in these sorts... So can I find someone like that? Some guy like that... And have him live in the same state as me? Distance is fine... to a point.
I'd also like for someone to just cherish me.
That would be nice. I feel like with the crap I go through with people, I should get one day and night of just affection. Its been too long.
I'm itching for things. Itching for things I can't really have unless things just change. And I want things to stay the same in a way with small change with bigger impacts so to speak.
I'm pondering on getting a bird. I haven't asked or really talked to anyone about it. Just browsing and considering the thoughts. Having a word would soothe the want that I have to have a bird and also a bat at the same time in a way. Sure it wont be a bat but they have similar qualities.
One of my favorite artists of this century came out with a book... and I wanted to get the limited edition version... but it seems that I just can't. So I don't know... I feel like a failure of a fan. Bah. I need to get a tattoo of his art then I wont feel so bad. Which is already what I planned, just without the fans.
I love you all's
I put curlers in my hair last night.
This is how it turned out.
It's funny how sometimes I look so hot. It surprises me. Haha.
So I've decided that I don't want a relationship... so to speak. I want a guy, and I'm sure a guy cause I really don't want a girl right now... they never pan out with me... but I want a guy that I can hang out, and be free with. Like its alright for me to make out with him, sleep with him and such. If it were to grow into a relationship that's fine, but for now... I just want to still be me the one man nation. Maybe its possible. I'm a lot less attached in these sorts... So can I find someone like that? Some guy like that... And have him live in the same state as me? Distance is fine... to a point.
I'd also like for someone to just cherish me.
That would be nice. I feel like with the crap I go through with people, I should get one day and night of just affection. Its been too long.
I'm itching for things. Itching for things I can't really have unless things just change. And I want things to stay the same in a way with small change with bigger impacts so to speak.
I'm pondering on getting a bird. I haven't asked or really talked to anyone about it. Just browsing and considering the thoughts. Having a word would soothe the want that I have to have a bird and also a bat at the same time in a way. Sure it wont be a bat but they have similar qualities.
One of my favorite artists of this century came out with a book... and I wanted to get the limited edition version... but it seems that I just can't. So I don't know... I feel like a failure of a fan. Bah. I need to get a tattoo of his art then I wont feel so bad. Which is already what I planned, just without the fans.
I love you all's
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