pixietom

I'm having issues today and yesterday.
I don't know.

Body issues and such but I'm working on that. But mainly I'm sort of disconnecting from a lot of things and I'm not sure where I'm to reconnect myself.

Ever took a chance to say everything you just sort of held onto and then you get it out... To that person, you hid it from and deep down you know, its not going to come back and that saying it was just a mistake. That you're going to be crushed and they'll be fine. I know that, because I just did that... again.

I got this little guy:

Ain't he cute. That's about it for upping my mood.

I want to be with Nathan right now, cheer me up, and help me I guess forget about a guy that I got myself in trouble with, emotionally. He doesn't need to know. Or maybe he should. Just be told. I don't know.

I have a massive headache, I don't know.
I'm hurt and I'm tired. I'm lonely and I'm crying...
I'll post when i'm better.