I need to get back into yoga. Yes, that's my opening statement for this blog.
My car is being totaled, how fun. I need to find a new one. I trimmed parts of my hair and I'm sort of done taking a straightener to it. I finally got natural curls to happen. That don't look all odd. Not much to say really. I feel like every guy I once had a thing for has been relabeled to just plain lame/crap. Its sort of funny. I just don't care anymore about them and that is a great release.
I have some corsets on the way just for my back. I'm actually excited about that.
I've become a vinyl toy whore.
I think I'm going to try and make a ball jointed doll.
I'm pretty sure I still don't want to ever get married.
I often feel like I'm living life in a body that isn't mine.
I had a weird ass dream two nights ago. I feel like writing a short story about it, but would anyone read it...?
PICTURES! Cause this is a photo happy time I guess.
My car is being totaled, how fun. I need to find a new one. I trimmed parts of my hair and I'm sort of done taking a straightener to it. I finally got natural curls to happen. That don't look all odd. Not much to say really. I feel like every guy I once had a thing for has been relabeled to just plain lame/crap. Its sort of funny. I just don't care anymore about them and that is a great release.
I have some corsets on the way just for my back. I'm actually excited about that.
I've become a vinyl toy whore.
I think I'm going to try and make a ball jointed doll.
I'm pretty sure I still don't want to ever get married.
I often feel like I'm living life in a body that isn't mine.
I had a weird ass dream two nights ago. I feel like writing a short story about it, but would anyone read it...?
PICTURES! Cause this is a photo happy time I guess.
We should video chat sometime. Hahaha
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thanks, there's a lot of truth in your words. however it's like a circle to me, i can't focus on how to change my life when i'm unhappy and i don't need to change anything when i'm good. feeling good is the biggest problem, but that's just the way i am, i've always been like that and there's no point in trying to find what's making me happy. i know why i'm unhappy and that's the problem, cause it can't be changed that easily and if it happens, it's not exactly healthy either. I'm used to the way it is now, it's just frustrating but in a way it's more safe.
love your pic blogs btw, if i wasn't as lazy as i am lately i'd do that too.