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So I wasn't going to post a blog today but...
Today's blog is brought yo you by.... : FAINTING (love you Niobs.)

So today basically was a bad day from the start. I woke up three hours later than I usually do. And guess what I feel. A wonderful cramping going on in my lower waist.... But it wasn't much.
So I went to go walk my dog. Lovely day with nice breeze. I got some music from Imogen Heap, Jem, Frou Frou and Bloc Party the night before and I was excited to get to listen to them. So the whole time its just an annoying cramping in my stomach. Walking was making it more noticeable and yet making it alright at the same time.

Then I go whole... I can barely make it into the door when I start getting the 'wonderful' slimey feeling in the back of my throat. I was going to puke. I rush in the house and to the bathroom and wait... After some un-comfy dry heaving... Nothing happened. As I got up though, my stomach literally made me double over in pain. The cramps had quadrupled in pain. THe only thing I could think to do was go get my bayer aspirin which I only use in cases of emergencies. After finally retrieving the bottle and crap... My legs feel weak, limp. I'm getting hot and I kinda can't breathe. Then my vision gets blurry. I grab a cup and as I'm putting water in it... It all goes to shit.

My legs start wobbling, the glass it out of my hand and water goes everywhere.... I fall against the counter and in my trying to pull away from it with my weak legs I just fall right to ground... I see my vision trying to go further and further up, like they are gonna roll to the back of my head. But I don't know how, but I pulled myself out of it.
Funny tid-bit.. I had two bayers sitting on my tongue...

I'm feeling a lot better though. I'm drinking some red raspberry tea which helps with female menstrual cycles and cramps and such. I love it.

Other than that. I had a talk last night with a good-good friend, about the future and such. I am gonna go back to school. I have to. When your friend tells you that you'd be great with the job you have selected for your life. Now that I know what I'm looking for and what that requires its a lot easier to find degrees for it online and such. It will take me a while to pick a school and such but... I got this.