So....
I love the feel of another body close to mine. Like that is the bees knees.
but like every good fix.... you're bound to want more.
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Yesterday I thought it would be funny and very personal/intrusive to ask my guy friends how many times they masturbate. Hours later and a few awkward questions, revealing fantasies, and talk of tea later. He came over, we had tea and played on bed and then. Sex. It was awesome. Like, I've never heard myself makes sounds like that. I was even trembling. I don't even know how long it was but after... we cuddled. He's damn good cuddler. Just yah... I feel nice and good sore.
Bad news. I might be hooked, and I'm taking it as a one time thing. I don't want to bring it up, at all. It's... me being me in this situation where I might have fucked myself over. Oh well. It wouldn't be my life if I wouldn't make all sorts of mistakes like everyone else in the world.
Lastly, I could just make out with him for hours. Wait I'm not supposed to be thinking about it.
Oh yah Vice's new set is the hot. I have a thing for that red head.
How are you guys doing on this unusual Friday morning.
Love, peace and chicken grease.
I try very hard to avoid the "one time only" things because it usually just leads to tears and bad feelings. Then again, I don't always take my own advice.
If you would like it to be more than a "one time" thing, you better ask now. Many times I've chickened out and not asked, just going by "signs" or trying to read their actions and it always has ended in disaster. It's better to be disappointed and hurt right now than before you get more emotionally involved.
Good luck!
i'll write to her and try to explain everything and if she's not intrested then there's nothing i can do anyway.
could still need some more sleep. my neighbor woke me up this morning, cause she had to play loud music from 9-10am...