to show him or not to show him...
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What do you do when the guy you like, asks your for something....
A simple picture, that he really wants.
And you want to, but... at the same time... you're to shy...
and what do I get out of it...? Is it even worth it... I applied to be a hopeful anyway...
I got to hangout with a friend that I haven't seen in literally years. It was awesome.
I also found out that he is a transgendered girl... So yah that was weird, though he still looks like himself right now. Its like I have a girl and guy in one. But I'm happy cause he's happy. At first I didn't know how to take that. I have known him for years, went to high school with him and well now this... But he is happy and I'm happy for him and that's all there is to it.
I have a lot on my mind right now. Its a whole lot of nothing really. Like what colour hair do I like more, blond or red; do I really need a new pair of shoes or is it just a want; which is better, showering in the afternoon or at night.
I want to shower, but I think I'm gonna wash some clothes first. I ate all my watermelon that I had, but I still have my chai left.
I think Seattle is calling me.
London always calls me.
Germany always yearns for me. To return home. So where to go.
My possibilities make me happy.
I really must start thinking of set ideas.
