pixietom

Oh yes... this is about Tyler...
Who didn't see this coming....?

Anywho, I talked to him today. For over three hours... Trevor came in and talked a few times, but it was nice.
It was like old times. We were friends and I was the one with the crush and it wasn't awkward. I know that sounds kind of pathetic, but it has been bothering me.
We both had our moments of space cadet-i-ness. It was pretty cool. At the same time, it wasn't good for me.

Then we talk about boobs and he went on about checking out my boobs and I was like well cool cause I'm looking at your rear when I can. It was open. I'm still awkward around him. I don't know what to say, or do really. When Trevor entered the conversation, it was a bunch of laughs. It felt good to laugh again with someone who wasn't Tommy or Mell.

At one point when Tyler went to go turn in some cash from the register, Trevor said that we'd so hook up. I laughed, cause well... Come on... I mean, I just don't think that's gonna happen. Really. I may want him, badly... but in reality I don't think that's gonna happen.
Then I texted him something that he said earlier that he meant for me to hear, but didn't think I did.

I found out he's transferring to the other Whole Foods, where the hot guy named Kyle works. Then I found it he knows Kyle, and they went to school together.... WTF?! Really... Yah lets do that... Its the evil demon lords way of letting me know it will not ever happen.
Now, I'm sort of waiting for him to text back.... Whereas before I wasn't texting him. I've become addicted to him again... and what good does it do me. Sure, I'm also talking to him again but...

He said he that he's figured out what I look like naked, and made a comment about how he likes to see it when he closes his eyes....
Someone shoot me, to save me from his torture.