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Monday Apr 20, 2009

Apr 20, 2009
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I'm so stupid! Idiot, idiot, idiot, idiot!!!!

So today was really eventful, but nothing more than that.

I decided to go downtown and just chill out. I did and it was lovely.
The weather was too nice. Honestly. I walked in a few stores, talked to this random chick about school and then got Starbucks. After than I had two guys ask for my number and they didn't get anything from me. I sat down in the park and considered getting an amazingly awesome Veganb burger at Poor Richard's... But I didn't. I went all the way to Fort Carson to visit my friend Tommy who was visiting his family. Actually they live before Fort Carn in a way... So yah, but that was a fun time. Then I decided to go to Whole Foods. I was hoping to see him again and guess, what I did! Then I had the awkward deal of walking in the same direction as him as he was working and almost being caught watching him. Then finally he wanders around to where I am, and he's right in front of me and we even caught glances like three times, maybe more... I was watching him... Then he starts working right in front of me, and I say what?! NOTHING! I walk away and immediately want to slap myself.Ugh... I might have to call in the big guns to helps me.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

One of my favorite newer bands is holding a contest. It was a simple one to do, but I'm really hopeful. I want to win. I'm hopeful for it, but I know I usually don't win things. If I win, I'll win! If I don't... Then I'll still love them.

I'm so glad to be getting back to work on my art and such. Finally I'm back into my groove of things and finding myself. I'm still worried about my life, my old friends and such... I even went back to see how was one doing and as usual I read something I never should have...
As usual she never stands up for anything. She just lets people talk bad about someone else that she supposedly cares about. Then said that I always had to come first... Which is complete shit.
I just wanted her to realize what she was doing. I didn't have to be around but excuse me if you never say you may want to hangout with your other friends whenever we hangout. Don't try and blame me for your own mistakes. But that is what people do with me. I'm not really expecting anything else, but it doesn't stop it from hurting me...

I honestly hate many people... from my past...
I have to make sure they stay back there.


VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
niobe:
Thanks! smile And yep, only got the one, gotta do our parts. smile
Apr 23, 2009
pablothelion:
I always do (or try to).
I end up forgetting. (You'll understand in the next blog entry, haha)
Apr 23, 2009

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