today, i feel alone.
so completely alone that im unable to make conversation.
everyone is commenting on my silence today and yet i really could care less about the existence of the world.
tommorrow i am going to spend time with my friend Steve. I havent hung out w/ him in two years despite living in the same town. he's like a teddy bear. i...
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so completely alone that im unable to make conversation.
everyone is commenting on my silence today and yet i really could care less about the existence of the world.
tommorrow i am going to spend time with my friend Steve. I havent hung out w/ him in two years despite living in the same town. he's like a teddy bear. i...
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MUCH NEWS!!
I did break up with Randy. He asked for me back a few days later and I gave him a HUGE ultimatum (sp?) which included us breaking up again if a list of six things were not changed and continually worked on. If we break up over anything on this list, we will part ways and never speak again. He thought he could...
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I did break up with Randy. He asked for me back a few days later and I gave him a HUGE ultimatum (sp?) which included us breaking up again if a list of six things were not changed and continually worked on. If we break up over anything on this list, we will part ways and never speak again. He thought he could...
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jimmypheenom:
hope you get your job. Im in limbo right now and im shaking with anxiety. I had my second interview for my job last week and they told me that they'd call me this week and let me know if i got it. It's Friday and i have yet to hear anything.....jesus. These bastards are killing me. I'll call them when i get home from work today, but im gonna be sick with apprehension at work.
Oh, good for you. Don't take no guff from your man. I wouldn't take any shit either...life's to short to waste your time on someone that won't treat you like they should. Same goes for friends like that.
Im not drunk anymore....
Shawn.
Oh, good for you. Don't take no guff from your man. I wouldn't take any shit either...life's to short to waste your time on someone that won't treat you like they should. Same goes for friends like that.
Im not drunk anymore....
Shawn.
I thought I'd rip off Sir JimmyPheenom the Hilarious. Here is my list of interesting facts. (Or maybe not interesting but fuck you if you think so punk)
Warning: You probably dont want to know this much about me but here it is.
1. Once upon a time, I was a ballerina. I can't turn out due to "tight knee joints" so I alas, no...
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Warning: You probably dont want to know this much about me but here it is.
1. Once upon a time, I was a ballerina. I can't turn out due to "tight knee joints" so I alas, no...
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boundcreature:
i like tough little girls.
but you knew that.
but you knew that.
jimmypheenom:
Youre beautiful....just thought i'd say that...cuz you are.
It's cool, at least you got hammered somewhere. If not with us cool peeples. I'm sure you and I can get drunk some other time....I still haven't heard back from the new job...BASTARDS. How dare they keep me in suspense.
Wish me luck.
-Jables.
It's cool, at least you got hammered somewhere. If not with us cool peeples. I'm sure you and I can get drunk some other time....I still haven't heard back from the new job...BASTARDS. How dare they keep me in suspense.
Wish me luck.
-Jables.
Tonight, I wrote the break up letter.
I am so proud of myself. My co-worker asked me today if I like getting kicked around and repeatedly feeling used, in reference to my current boyfriend.
He was sleeping when I got home, and his friend was on the couch which will become my bed until I replace the one he had that we threw out.
One...
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I am so proud of myself. My co-worker asked me today if I like getting kicked around and repeatedly feeling used, in reference to my current boyfriend.
He was sleeping when I got home, and his friend was on the couch which will become my bed until I replace the one he had that we threw out.
One...
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boundcreature:
your current crush made me smile pretty hard 
boundcreature:
did you picture stuff work out okay?
yesterday, i forgot to eat.
today i ate five chicken legs.
i think, maybe, i was hungry.
today i ate five chicken legs.
i think, maybe, i was hungry.
jimmypheenom:
Thank you, dear. My sister is into the French thing...i am busy with other languages. mostly gibberish.
Um, we should hang out. Dundee is not too far at all, in fact i used to work on S. Industrial in A2 so it'd be no big deal for me to stop by and swoop you up sometime. Problem is: i may or may not have a new job starting within the next few weeks and i'll be working midnights...ugh. Up until i start the afforementioned new J O B, i am extremely busy moving the rest of my shit into my house from my storage unit (can't afford it anymore), as well as working my current job.
I will say that if i get new work, i'll have weekends off. I can't believe i said that. I've worked every weekend for the past 4 years. awesome.
anyhow i will keep you updated and i do look forward to meeting you some day.
If you're still hungry you can have a slice of my soul.
-The Shiznit.
Um, we should hang out. Dundee is not too far at all, in fact i used to work on S. Industrial in A2 so it'd be no big deal for me to stop by and swoop you up sometime. Problem is: i may or may not have a new job starting within the next few weeks and i'll be working midnights...ugh. Up until i start the afforementioned new J O B, i am extremely busy moving the rest of my shit into my house from my storage unit (can't afford it anymore), as well as working my current job.
I will say that if i get new work, i'll have weekends off. I can't believe i said that. I've worked every weekend for the past 4 years. awesome.
anyhow i will keep you updated and i do look forward to meeting you some day.
If you're still hungry you can have a slice of my soul.
-The Shiznit.
whats been going on in my life?
boundcreature asked so i thought i'd post my email to him here as it occured to me that i've always been kind of cryptic and flaky in my journals. so for once, and maybe the only time heres my heart of hearts.
there is this apathetic melancholy that surrounds me and everyone who knows me says i look...
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boundcreature asked so i thought i'd post my email to him here as it occured to me that i've always been kind of cryptic and flaky in my journals. so for once, and maybe the only time heres my heart of hearts.
there is this apathetic melancholy that surrounds me and everyone who knows me says i look...
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boundcreature:
email sent.
jimmypheenom:
seriously.....im 5'4"...5'3" with my shoes off. It's no biggie, yo. I do have one hell of a Napoleon complex though.
We should hang out sometime. I used to be great at chess; not so sure of myself anymore, but i'd cherish gettin' whooped by you, holmes. Nothin' hotter than gettin' schooled in chess by a cute chick.
BTW, you really should control your clicky inhibitions when i post stuff...im fuckin' shtoopid.
You are beautiful.
-Shawn
We should hang out sometime. I used to be great at chess; not so sure of myself anymore, but i'd cherish gettin' whooped by you, holmes. Nothin' hotter than gettin' schooled in chess by a cute chick.
BTW, you really should control your clicky inhibitions when i post stuff...im fuckin' shtoopid.
You are beautiful.
-Shawn
so lately i've been feeling like i'm floundering.
im working hard on my novel but seemingly getting nowhere i'd like to be by now.
my boyfriend was being kind of a jerk in a major way and so i had to yell at him and that sucked. he's being nicer now but i wonder how long will this last.
will i ever find someone who...
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im working hard on my novel but seemingly getting nowhere i'd like to be by now.
my boyfriend was being kind of a jerk in a major way and so i had to yell at him and that sucked. he's being nicer now but i wonder how long will this last.
will i ever find someone who...
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jimmypheenom:
I would die (so cheesy, but that's me for you) for love, or anything that i believed strongly enough to fight for.
I think you're beautiful...i can tell you that tomorrow as well if you like.
-James
I think you're beautiful...i can tell you that tomorrow as well if you like.
-James
jimmypheenom:
You're beautiful.
-James
-James
im fucking hot.
i took pictures today.
they're great.
now to size them down and hope my crap ass 'puter doesnt crash.
maybe i'll apply to be an SG. there are too many fugly girls here now. maybe i'll add some hawtness to this place.
but first i must go to work. you'll have new pics of me in a week or so.
Love,
Frag
i took pictures today.
they're great.
now to size them down and hope my crap ass 'puter doesnt crash.
maybe i'll apply to be an SG. there are too many fugly girls here now. maybe i'll add some hawtness to this place.
but first i must go to work. you'll have new pics of me in a week or so.
Love,
Frag
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yuriel:
i cant believe you said that! 
you ARE hot though
<3
whoa #@ thought of you nakkie
-hides-
i say fugly heh.
much
yuri
you ARE hot though
<3
whoa #@ thought of you nakkie
-hides-
i say fugly heh.
much
yuri
otto79:
yeah youre kind of cute
So on Sunday, I went and got pulled over. (the left brake light on my moms car was out. i didnt know)
I have no license. Fucking cops.
Anyways, I went and got my learning permit thingy today.
Hopefully that will make me look good to "THE HONORABLE JUDGE . . . . "
Man this sucks. The lady even said that I did a...
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I have no license. Fucking cops.
Anyways, I went and got my learning permit thingy today.
Hopefully that will make me look good to "THE HONORABLE JUDGE . . . . "
Man this sucks. The lady even said that I did a...
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twobitvision:
Jucifer!
furious1:
jucifer HA
yeah ya got fascisted
but believe me I know a lot of wierd areas
it could a been Gross eill (sp
they are all aliens out there
yeah ya got fascisted
but believe me I know a lot of wierd areas
it could a been Gross eill (sp
they are all aliens out there
I quit my job yesterday. Now for a fucking tirade!
Fuck the co-op.
(Passive-aggressive, overly sensitive lemmings for the "liberal movement")
Fuck making coffee.
(no one there knows what good coffee tastes like anyways)
Fuck my boss who treated me like a grandchild, not an equal.
(She was just too small town, believe me I tried to break her of it. No Luck.)
Fuck obsessive-compulsive...
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Fuck the co-op.
(Passive-aggressive, overly sensitive lemmings for the "liberal movement")
Fuck making coffee.
(no one there knows what good coffee tastes like anyways)
Fuck my boss who treated me like a grandchild, not an equal.
(She was just too small town, believe me I tried to break her of it. No Luck.)
Fuck obsessive-compulsive...
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jimmypheenom:
Hells yeah. Hey I'm back on the site...hooray.
Glad you made a change...it's apparent that you weren't all that happy there...
Though you did make me smile.
Glad you made a change...it's apparent that you weren't all that happy there...
Though you did make me smile.
dfrye420:
thats right
fuck my nutrition class to
fuck my nutrition class to
I intend to learn to snowboard this season...
(I'll see you in the emergency room under a white sheet.)
p.s. - your poetic justice made me smile. I loved it :-)