pirra

do people ever change ?
no, no. . .
only what they choose to display

last nite i just broke up with her, this time it was made real with words
not just actions

i set her up with this guy that i want to fuck.
the more i think about
the more it seems like a bad idea
fucking him that is
i know how to cure the thinking problem. . .

Really great quotes :

"when my mind's...
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i hate my life.
regardless of how many times an apology is made. . .
its painful to see how much words do not mean and how often things just stay the same.

it is surprising how much liking somone just seems to be a constant ache.
it is not in me to be spiteful or jealous anymore, now i just cry all the time....
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i remember a boy as he struggled to get out of my bed and into his pants, his naked, furry body open and vulnerable, a snail trying to re-enter his shell that seemed so small a few minutes earlier. his country ways that clashed like teeth on a metal fork with his ingratiating slimy, mannerisms. This tall, lanky boy with beautiful lips that had dirty...
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i remember the exact moment when i realized that my life had gone to shit, that it was no longer mine, it was as the few bubbles of coca-cola springing forth out of a large quantity of whisky, i sat there and watched them form a thin layer. . . around me there were people. . . these people have been my friends, my lovers,...
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excuse me while i mourn my sad state of affairs.

no one makes me happy, including myself
these hormones will be the death of me
i think i have finally crossed the bisexual waters
into straight up lesbian
sex with boys seems gross. . .
even when i care for them, and i do care for him. . . sometimes.

i want very badly to meet a nice girl, so i will get a hold...
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all of my fiends are in town, they are doing henna on my entire upper body and i am going as a amazon princess, half-naked. . . shit, i am most definintely drinking lots of gin. . .
this is shockingly ballsy.

boys are so fucking over-rated.

this girl at work who is to the best of my knowledge straight keeps flirting with me, i...
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procrastination, cartoons, fruit popsickles, and good books are what little girls are made of.

i got a c on my exam, shit.

oh well, single again, sort of.

girls are a little to complicated for me.

i want a silly fun girl that i can laugh and play with.

she must also like to get off.

she must also like to be quiet alot of...
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study, study
i deleted all the phone numbers in my phone
this is a good thing
i have made love
to a girl and a boy
but both require to much

i need to focus on school
with any luck i will be going to peru
for a class this summer
and that requires good grades
and money
both require work
fuck

i don't need...
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life is great
hangovers are less so
i threw my first party, a complete success
in my opinion
there is a boy that both me and adam have a wicked crush on
it is mostly platonic
but there were people all around him
and he just sat there and read charles bukowski
it was very endearing
the first time i saw him i knew we...
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homework is starting to get fun
the earl grey is getting to me a bit
my best friend's roommates suck
their mothers suck cocks in hell
i can't wait to go
so i can have them suck mine ( hypothetically speaking)
there is nothing worse
than fair weather friends
they are without a doubt one of the worst sorts of people out there
or so...
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