pirra

drugs are on their way !
i have new gauges, they seem much to thick to just be six
shorter hair
a new picture
and i'm not going to do my homework
so there

ps i have better sex than you do !

god i'm a brat today.

life is becoming so ideal in some aspects, though i have been seeing the end of it before it was barely started. . .
i cooked the best food last night ( organic chicken and pasta with salad that had rasberry vinigrette , i got this wine that claimed to have flavors of "ash and tar", along with more appealing, boring things.
i really like...
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my hair is uber short. . .
i like it though it will take some getting used to.
i know this boy and he is the most adorable, wonderful boy in the world.
he fucks up and things are fucked up ( i also fuck up)
but sometimes it seems like it doesn't matter
and everythings going to be ok is spite of it all...
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alright, emoness and worries aside. . .
i need bigger gauges, these 8 gauges are just not cutting it anymore
i need to start running, i need to clean my car
i need to stop procrastinating

i'm glad i didn't rat out doug, he is so similiar to me it is frightening. . .
him and erica are so happy together. . . i saw...
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i hate those days where you wake up and wonder
how you got to where you are.
you wonder
how could i have made this work
how could i have made me happy
how could i have made anyone happy
i haven't stopped bleeding
and i'm starting to get scared
part of me really doesn't care
part of me hopes that i just slowly bleed...
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sometimes i do not notice
and jealously
sneaks up behind me
and burns the back of my skull

samosas sound like just the right way to spend this sunday
ignoring the fact that i have a lot of other things to do
with any luck, drugs are on their way

this day went by far to slowly

fuck

{(an explanation is included)}
i traced the lines exactly on the mark
my new best friend
they made the same scrape
against my bone and skin
i had always hoped for
their slight, nagging presence
keeps me in this moment

i waited slight moments
for their appearance
i am a child waiting
for the Polaroid's image
make yourself known
i fan the air with you...
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i love coke but it doesn't love me back.

i made myself sick
i hate waiting for drugs
but then again, i hate alot of things:
1. small, cute, furry animals
2. reggae
3. nice people
4. liars
5. stupidity, but only because i am.