today it rained, just a bit, but i went out without clothes, and was delightfully rained upon.
i think this may be it for me + sg. it's been a nice long run, and there's persons i appreciate, but there's too much bullshit, expecially re. censorship. i dont need this hipster totalitarianism. i dont need a cult of image and skin. i like community, and i like art, i like culture, but i dont think i need to pay for it. i dont think i need to work so hard to be appreciated.
but i'm sure i'll hesitate some more, and there's always that stupid myspace thing if we must continue.
i'll miss the sf group, and maybe a little flirting, and the idea that i was part of some big hidden community that no one in my daily life knew about... but that's pretty much it. MOST of the people with any sense have abandoned this train wreck.
um.
fuck.
i think this may be it for me + sg. it's been a nice long run, and there's persons i appreciate, but there's too much bullshit, expecially re. censorship. i dont need this hipster totalitarianism. i dont need a cult of image and skin. i like community, and i like art, i like culture, but i dont think i need to pay for it. i dont think i need to work so hard to be appreciated.
but i'm sure i'll hesitate some more, and there's always that stupid myspace thing if we must continue.
i'll miss the sf group, and maybe a little flirting, and the idea that i was part of some big hidden community that no one in my daily life knew about... but that's pretty much it. MOST of the people with any sense have abandoned this train wreck.
um.
fuck.

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bahleated:
*sigh* Yeah, I'm pretty much heading for the door, too. I might get sidetracked by an interesting conversation, here and there, but ultimately, the Sun is rising, and there are other things that I must focus on, rather than melodramatic banter among basement-dwelling creeps and primadonna models who put out one measly set with poor lighting and no creativity.

waldo_____:
If I'm ever in Tennessee, I'll pass through Whitwell. Though that doesn't seem likely to happen this decade, if ever; I never liked the idea of trickle-up economics much.