pinupsandguns

Sunday afternoon and I'm at home with nothing to do. I don't think I have one single friend. Well, I do but she moved up to Tampa and I only see her sometimes. I'm dreading south fl more and more everyday. I am convinced that I have to get out but I don't know when. I think I'm probably scared or moving to some other state where I know nothing and no-one. Everytime I think about leaving to New York I think of the fact that I will have no one to hang with or show me around the place. I'm accident prone so I'll run into all the wrong people and situations.
See, I have my life all mapped out. Get into something that has to do with the arts in New York, such as electro experimentation, poetry, art, music...anything of those things I'm real interested in. I'll meet a wonderful girl, hopefully get asked the big question and then go live in Europe. Oh yes, how clich ha!
Anyway, I wish I had something interesting to say or something funny. I think I might have a crush, but it wouldn't matter much if I did cause nothing would probably happen. Well, I started writing this like at 3pm and I stoped cause I had visitors over and now it's 9:07pm and still I've done nothing exciting. Someone, entertain me, write me a love lettery, a story, tell me something amazing. I need it.

Lulu