i'm beginning to think i'm doomed... ever since i got back from hong kong i've had all this bad luck. well, not necessarily me, but i've been witness to a lot of it. clearlii, is there some way to test if this year will be filled with this?
maybe i'm just getting it over with now so that the rest of my year can be smooth sailing. is it the yin that's good, or the yang?
or maybe i'm just overreacting.
maybe i'm just getting it over with now so that the rest of my year can be smooth sailing. is it the yin that's good, or the yang?
or maybe i'm just overreacting.
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Zack and I got in a fight last night which is good and bad; good, because I was sort of struggling with clearing him out of my life because I love him so much; bad, because I love him so much. Fucking guys. Thank god it is no longer the romantic love that I have to deal with, now just that real stuff.
Before our big argument, Zack finally agreed to come out and meet my friends at the pizza place we always go to on Mondays. Within five minutes of ordering and sitting down, I had spilled an ENTIRE pint of beer directly into his lap. I felt so horrible... especially because he had been so nervous. It was really bad. (that's not what the fight was about though - it was about sex and me not giving it to him.. in case you're wondering).
I am going to do the spreads today... yesterday I just wasn't in the right state of mind.. so keep thinking of me thinking of you and it should be cool.
I miss you too - some visiting in either direction would be awesome. I'll be finished with school by the end of summer at the latest - how much longer are you going to be in Japan? I have a friend that's going to be in Tibet in August... that might be.. calming.
Ok.. now I will read. Sorry this is so long. Hope things are well.