pinkstarlight

Ok.. so this is going to sound wierd.. but were you thinking of me while you were eating noodles or rice or something.. and then while you were going to the bathroom?

Zack and I got in a fight last night which is good and bad; good, because I was sort of struggling with clearing him out of my life because I love him so much; bad, because I love him so much. Fucking guys. Thank god it is no longer the romantic love that I have to deal with, now just that real stuff.

Before our big argument, Zack finally agreed to come out and meet my friends at the pizza place we always go to on Mondays. Within five minutes of ordering and sitting down, I had spilled an ENTIRE pint of beer directly into his lap. I felt so horrible... especially because he had been so nervous. It was really bad. (that's not what the fight was about though - it was about sex and me not giving it to him.. in case you're wondering).

I am going to do the spreads today... yesterday I just wasn't in the right state of mind.. so keep thinking of me thinking of you and it should be cool.

I miss you too - some visiting in either direction would be awesome. I'll be finished with school by the end of summer at the latest - how much longer are you going to be in Japan? I have a friend that's going to be in Tibet in August... that might be.. calming.

Ok.. now I will read. Sorry this is so long. Hope things are well.

Yeah I've been busy on here the last few days or so. I still have a few pics to upload. They could totally use some mind opening. I was up in Tokyo last october with a few friends and we went into this bar. Well there was a brazilian bartender there and she told one of my buddies that if he stripped she'd give him an awesome drink. So he stripped down to his skivvies and started dancing right there (yeah we were blitzed). Well one of these japanese girls came up and started dancing with him and not two seconds later an older gentlemen (japanese) came up to her, dragged her away from him and they were out the door in a split second. It was kind of funny cause the guy got some mixed drink for his troubles that tasted like ass. Have you been down to Osaka to party? I hear it's a blast and may be going some time in June-July. I gotta take some leave. If not that then I'll probably be heading up to Tokyo for 4th of July break.