its about time i post up a new journal so here i am. ive been out loking for a new job cause the one i have now SUCKS! this whole job hunt thing is getting me really pissed off! the economy is sucking some serious ass at this point and its getting almost impossible to find a decent job. oh well i guess...nothing much i...
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Well ok...I got home yesterday about this same time at 3:15am from SG Prom in Toronto. Let me tell you all something...If you think these girls are beautiful in there sets, you HAVE to see them in real life! There are really no words to describe it! Not only are they all beautiful, but they all have a great personality to match. And who would...
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stendec:
Glad you enjoyed man, it was nice meeting you too. 
rosalyn:
Heh, normally religion would be a topic I'd avoid, especially around new people... just doesn't seem worth the craziness that sometimes ensues.
It was the alcohol, I swear!
It was nice to meet ya.
It was the alcohol, I swear!
It was nice to meet ya.
Wow! its been awhile...i havnt posted much because of some computer technical difficulties but i think ive got em all handled now. things have been hard here but in spite all that i will still be going to the prom in toronto so everyone that will be there i will see you there. im tatums date hehe! anyway i just wanted to shoot up a...
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nenia:
yesh...you like good good music..........
isobel:
i bet you're tired, after a 10 hour or so drive! man, i'd have died. hey, are ya still burned on one side and white on the other? 
i can't wait to hang with all you guys again, i had such a fuckin great time. 
i can't wait to hang with all you guys again, i had such a fuckin great time. ok sorry i havent updated my journal lately but ive been pretty sick...i got a new job now...i work in a factory building tanning beds. TANNING BEDS PEOPLE! sheesh i went over to church with my parents for easter and fell asleep cause of the meds im taking and my mom kept smacking me upside my head to wake me up like i was fucking...
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tatum:
Where are you?? 
tatum:
*kisses* I hope this job isn't killing you Well I guess we are going to that place where you ride a lot of roller coasters tomorrow. I have no idea when I'll be back and I should probably leave as soon as possible to come back to my apartment to get my last stuff done for classes! But if you want to hang out sometime on Sunday or whenever, just let me know! I'll check my email before I leave tomorrow night if I decide to come back to my apartment then!
Well I guess we are going to that place where you ride a lot of roller coasters tomorrow. I have no idea when I'll be back and I should probably leave as soon as possible to come back to my apartment to get my last stuff done for classes! But if you want to hang out sometime on Sunday or whenever, just let me know! I'll check my email before I leave tomorrow night if I decide to come back to my apartment then! ok ive spent way too much time without updating this thing! well i got a new job building tanning beds lol...hey at least its full time with benifits...plus i get weekends off so i can see my tatum. im really looking forward to this prom thing...tatum has me excited as hell! lol so anyone thats going and could help me out with a place to...
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tatum:
I paid for my boots so it looks like I'm all set now We'll find you an amazing outfit, don't worry
Lord I miss you!! I've been thinking about you all day and it doesn't help that I had the cute song posted on my journal stuck in my head
We'll find you an amazing outfit, don't worry
Lord I miss you!! I've been thinking about you all day and it doesn't help that I had the cute song posted on my journal stuck in my head
Greetings all you fine people! And a very special greetings to my little baby 
Tatum ! I'm still out of a job and I'm fuucking loving it! God I wish I could just sit at home and eat chips and shit all day forever! Oh well it has to end tomorrow...Gotta go look for a new job and a new apartment. Anyways just wanted to...
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Tatum ! I'm still out of a job and I'm fuucking loving it! God I wish I could just sit at home and eat chips and shit all day forever! Oh well it has to end tomorrow...Gotta go look for a new job and a new apartment. Anyways just wanted to... Read More
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scarlett:
Jay *used* to be hot.. I actually used to know him back in the day... but anyway congrats on guessing my current addiction!
and i like your pants
and i like your pants
scarlett:
You really had a full museum, WOW!! thats awesome, congrats to that. I have caught some fish, maybe 15 or so... and maybe 10 insects, my fossils are almost full....
game is so fun, and addicting!
did you cheat and skip the time ahead or were you patient?
game is so fun, and addicting!
did you cheat and skip the time ahead or were you patient?
hey everyone! (which basically involves one person cause shes the only one that reads my jornal) i quit my job! i did it! and when i did 2 other people quit also! haha so now im jobless but hey! at least i have my independance lol.....anyway just thought i would tell everyone that...so i guess this prom thing is a shoe in now lol
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tatum:
That's hilarious that those other people quit too I say it's good though because those people were making you work way too much Yay for the Prom though! That will be very fun I miss you already hun! And yay for Freyja reading your journal too
I say it's good though because those people were making you work way too much Yay for the Prom though! That will be very fun I miss you already hun! And yay for Freyja reading your journal too 
freyja__:
alas, i am too far away
and too broke.
i have no fear, tho.. i've got a few rockin parties up my sleeve.
muahahahahahaa
and too broke.
i have no fear, tho.. i've got a few rockin parties up my sleeve.
muahahahahahaa
ya know.....does anyone else feel there are living there life like a 
? i feel like everyday i get up and do the same god damn thing every fucking day! i really miss my baby and being dirt poor doesnt help me feel like any better....i think its a lose lose situation really....i can get another job but than that still doesnt improve the situation...
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? i feel like everyday i get up and do the same god damn thing every fucking day! i really miss my baby and being dirt poor doesnt help me feel like any better....i think its a lose lose situation really....i can get another job but than that still doesnt improve the situation... Read More
tatum:
Well whenever you want to go, I'm following you! You can't get rid of me now! I adore you completely but you know that. And this summer I will be the one driving more often than you! I still feel bad having you come to see me all the time Hopefully I can see you this week and give you so much needed lovin' I love you sweetie *hugs and kisses*
Hopefully I can see you this week and give you so much needed lovin' I love you sweetie *hugs and kisses*ok everyone...i guess im due for a journal update so here it is i guess...i just had a huge fight with my family over me falling for a certain someone. they dont think its good for me righ now. they think my life is too "unstable" for a relationship...so i told my mother to "FUCK OFF!" than my dad got all pissed and shit hit...
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tatum:
I really don't understand how they can treat you so much differently. Parents are always such contradictions but in the end it's really your choice to make, they're just there to hand out suggestions and at this point they can't do anything to control you. That doesn't stop them from making you feel badly though which sucks. But just know that I truly love you, much more than you know since I've never let those words out of my mouth for you to really hear. But we both know how sad we'd be if this ended now and that's all that matters! *kisses* I love you!!
I really don't understand how they can treat you so much differently. Parents are always such contradictions but in the end it's really your choice to make, they're just there to hand out suggestions and at this point they can't do anything to control you. That doesn't stop them from making you feel badly though which sucks. But just know that I truly love you, much more than you know since I've never let those words out of my mouth for you to really hear. But we both know how sad we'd be if this ended now and that's all that matters! *kisses* I love you!! well, everyone on the east coast....if i cant work out a way to get tatum to you im sooooo sorry...my boss is kind of an asshole and ive never asked for time off before nd he is now being a dick abut it and wont let me go...so im resorting to briber amongst co workers. *sighs* i hope it works so i can get tatum...
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tatum:
Aww you don't have to lie darlin' thank you so much for everything you are doing You are truly an amazing person! I don't care what you say, I am sooo incredibly lucky to have you in my life
You are truly an amazing person! I don't care what you say, I am sooo incredibly lucky to have you in my life 
mora:
OHH PLEASE!
tell your co workers i'll bake them cookies or something! and I WILL! (just no promises they'll be any good, but we don't need to tell them that).
having tatum in my lovely city would rock. hope it works out darlin, hope to see you in boston!
tell your co workers i'll bake them cookies or something! and I WILL! (just no promises they'll be any good, but we don't need to tell them that).
having tatum in my lovely city would rock. hope it works out darlin, hope to see you in boston!
There ya goo!i added a pic...i took these this morning but i dont really like any of them...tatum thoughtthis would look best for a profile pic so here it is...
well alot of shit has gone down in my life..haha ok remember when i got the shit kicked out of me and my wallet was stolen? yeah...wellwhen i was canceling my credit card and waiting...
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well alot of shit has gone down in my life..haha ok remember when i got the shit kicked out of me and my wallet was stolen? yeah...wellwhen i was canceling my credit card and waiting...
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tatum:
I love you, I really do Of course your words helped me sweetie. They did more than you know but that doesn't always mean I'm not going to stop being upset. I just get really frustrated with my family because they reject everything I stand for. It's better now though, I'll just continue hiding things like I always did.
As for Boston, I think we'd just need Saturday to drive there and go to the party and then we could come back on Sunday. That's a hell of a lot of driving! But if you don't mind then we'd only need those two days. We could even leave late Friday night if that's better since we're both nocturnal anyway
Thank you for trying to work this out darlin' it's really ok if it still doesn't! I'm just a whiny baby sometimes and let too many things get to me all at once *hugs and kisses* I hope I didn't make you sad too!
Of course your words helped me sweetie. They did more than you know but that doesn't always mean I'm not going to stop being upset. I just get really frustrated with my family because they reject everything I stand for. It's better now though, I'll just continue hiding things like I always did.
As for Boston, I think we'd just need Saturday to drive there and go to the party and then we could come back on Sunday. That's a hell of a lot of driving! But if you don't mind then we'd only need those two days. We could even leave late Friday night if that's better since we're both nocturnal anyway
Thank you for trying to work this out darlin' it's really ok if it still doesn't! I'm just a whiny baby sometimes and let too many things get to me all at once
*hugs and kisses* I hope I didn't make you sad too!
If you still wanted to do stuff tomorrow will you email me or call me or something? I'm just making sure