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I changed the profile picture today to include a older photo I only recently printed. It's a shot of a girl I once knew. Taken one morning along the Mississippi River after one burnt out Mardis Gras night in New Orleans. She was excited by the new scarf she bought and decided to use it in the photo. Strange cause when I look at some of the pictures of her over time I realized I did many of shots with her face obscured..maskes ect. hidden meanings?? I avoided printing this one at the time(two years back) cause it reminded of a rough period in our relationship, but it now turns out to be an appropriate metaphor to the vailed distence we once shared...
spoke with her yesterday... she doesnt understand why I have no interest in being friends with her current boyfriend. What would possess her to think I would like to come over to there place to work on music with them? I'm all for resolution and cutting to the core, but I find this thought a bit over the top.
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Oh, the games we play. The human race is an intelligent species but what it pours its mental energy into sometimes really makes you shake your head. My life is all about trying to dredge out those kinds of poisonous motivations from the deepest recesses of my brain and swab out those areas with Lysol. And it's one hell of a struggle, I'll tell you that.