i weigh 200 pounds...and i'm 5'9. i do not look like the women i see in positions of power.
i have had personal trainers, i have tried everything from diet pills to cocaine,
my skin is not smooth and white and beautiful. i could feel bad about myself or the social construct that places... Read More
Who cares what Janes says? She always spits the same spit
I'd rather kill the radio and listen to the rain hit
Little sister needs seclusion some how she'll discover it through the pop music
Got used to the feeling of falling, but she'll never see her following
Bouncing back and forth between the healing and the hollering
Riding the outer ring of your own private saturn
Thoughts scattered all across the grey matter
...
She doesn't want to understand why I still come around
She look at the mirror she'd just see what I see
She holds no history of how precious she be
Lay your head on my chest, speak of the stress
Kick your feet up and rest, before we clean up the nest
I hate to see you upset it cramps the position
And if you didn't know you better listen
and i had a good time last night i went out with those new nice people and we had beers...and no one was man or snotty and noone tried to start shit. and there not stupid college brats, and it was soooo much fun..
tonight i'm off to see mad hott ballroom. tomorrow nil8!!! hellsfuckinyeah
are you ready for this melissa...????
melissa????
its gonna be ok. just because you still wake up at 2 in the morning in a cold sweat from nightmares about your former lova, does not render you stupid in the eyes of all others. no, i can do this
i will not fuck this one up!!!!!
ok so i'm going out to meet new people on... Read More
i dont get you sometimes. (sammy statement)
fuckum, damnit! if they dont get you they're not supposed to. be as obscure and esoteric and eccentric as possible, then when people accept you you know they're really accepting you, dig? that's my philosophy. i mean, you're a really cute, reasonably smart chick whose less socailly inept than i am. you're outgoing and all that--if your quirks get in the way of them accepting you, then would you really want them in yr life anyway?
but that's just me.
a laser gun
hormonal harmony
a puppy
an endless suply of ink
a passport that never expires,
and good friends that will help get my shit stright when i have my head stuck up my ass.
i can help with maybe one or two of those, but that's awefully lofty, yo.
i'm so proud of myself, i went out last night, and i didn't drink too much, and i didn't try to pick up anyone, and didn't get into any bar fights or anything...yeah. now i just have to drink more milk and finish my homework.
ummmm today i have to call a girl in my stats class to see if she can help me, i'm... Read More
soooooo
i went to this kick ass party last night... and the cops came... and then i got super wasted
then i did the ultimate stupid drunk thing and i tried to make out with this boy....bad news bears, the thing is, i don't even like this boy, actually i dislike him quite a bit, he's pretensious, and rude, and self important, you know all... Read More
so i went to meet "cute boy"... that was just awfull. if it were a movie, i would demand my money back!!!!
hes only 21, and lives in the dorms, and was meeting some "other people" (chicks) at the bar that night also...
so i just left, without saying goodby, or any of that shite... because, like i was afraid of...now i have to see... Read More
so all through out class he does looky looky at me....
i do looky looky at him... then, class is over!!! yeah, he sees me go up like i'm gonna talk to the proff, only i just go throught the piles of back papers instead, so then he has to talk to the professor... and this is funny. because he onviously didn't have anything to... Read More
what day is it...october, i was feeling ok, again untill i was watchingt.v. then some little thing made me feel regretful, but then i remembered, tomarrow i have a class with a cute boy
i think i'm gonna ask him if he wants to go to maggies....maybe
i took jim to the doctors today, of all the places i take jim, i hate taking him... Read More