Tuesday Jan 31, 2006

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Med Student Raj hipped me to the medical adage: If you havent killed anyone, you're not a doctor.
That's reassuring.
Even so, i still wanna slit my throat.
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phoolsfire:
i don't think suicide counts??? but good luck with that anyway
slackerinchief:
Are you EVER gonna update!?

Wednesday Jan 18, 2006

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I had a strange encounter with Dr. Webber today. Rick Webber is the type of guy that he once asked that we clean off his books.
He's also a big lush.
And a pilot.
Who wanted to be an astronaut.
Your mother's an astronaut.
My mother's too dumb to be an astronaut.
Because when i hear astronaut i think of White Men Can't Jump.
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Wednesday Jan 11, 2006

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i've been blocked for the last few weeks. every time i went to write my mind would just shut down.
or go on to think of a bunch of other shit that had to relation with whatever i was trying to put across.
i couldnt get to sleep this morning, i couldnt stop writing.
the dry spell is over.
bitches.

Friday Jan 06, 2006

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i'm 24 and i still love the smell of play-doh.
jerry's fired.
i've overdrafted over 120$ this week.
10k for licensing.
10k for equipment.
5k for locations.
5k for the crew.
i can get 10k~ from my credit cards.
i can get 10k~ from J (maybe).
i think i can get my parents to cosign for a 10k loan.
if this doesnt work, i will...
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Friday Jan 06, 2006

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i'm 24 and i still love the smell of play-doh.
jerry's fired.
i've overdrafted over 120$ this week.
10k for lisensing.
10k for equipment.
5k for locations.
5k for the crew.
i can get 10k~ from my credit cards.
i can get 10k~ from J (maybe).
i think i can get my parents to cosign for a 10k loan.
if this doesnt work, i will...
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Friday Jan 06, 2006

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i'm 24 and i still love the smell of play-doh.
jerry's fired.
i've overdrafted over 120$ this week.
10k for lisensing.
10k for equipment.
5k for locations.
5k for the crew.
i can get 10k~ from my credit cards.
i can get 10k~ from J (maybe).
i think i can get my parents to cosign for a 10k loan.
if this doesnt work, i will...
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Friday Jan 06, 2006

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i'm 24 and i still love the smell of play-doh.
jerry's fired.
i've overdrafted over 120$ this week.
10k for lisensing.
10k for equipment.
5k for locations.
5k for the crew.
i can get 10k~ from my credit cards.
i can get 10k~ from J (maybe).
i think i can get my parents to cosign for a 10k loan.
if this doesnt work, i will...
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Monday Jan 02, 2006

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slackerinchief:
I have No clue what that thing is.... confused

Happy birthday man. How was your xmas haul this year?

Friday Dec 30, 2005

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My last post mentioned something me not liking the feeling that i have to impress--i think that reads wrong. i meant i dont like selling myself, or building myself up.
Just a small difference.
judas:
happy birthday, chief. keep on truckin'.

Wednesday Dec 28, 2005

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I have an obsession with being real. I dont like sounding or acting fakeunless i'm making a point about being fake.
I also have a bad habit of over-clarification when, really, i should just let things drop.
But, more so, i dont like seeming fake. I dont like feeling as though i should impress anyone. I feel this way so much that after a shower,...
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Monday Dec 19, 2005

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I'm down to two clean pages in my little journal, so...
It's that time, again:
i'm afraid of commitment. i'm afraid to express my feelings.
I think those two are interconnected. I cant help but think of turtles.
i'm way too good at lying. Lying's just switching words, acting the opposite of the way you wanna act. Sometimes exaggerating.
Instead of saying a coat looks...
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judas:
i, like henry rollins, cannot tell a lie. except i really can't. like, pathologically. the cost outweights any possible benefit i might get from receiving something due to a glossing over of details.

but, i do find constructive ways to tell the truth, "what do you think of this sweater?" i pause. think. well, it makes you look like a very pale sausage encased in a very pale sweater. but i say, "honey, i think you shouldn't like what that sweater makes your stomach look like." she told that story at parties/gatherings/work for at least six months afterward, praising my brutal honesty.

i also recoil with lightning speed away from liars. of any kind. in fact, the casual liar is the worst, because those are the lies that are easy not to tell.

phoolsfire:
i wish you a happy holiday tongue

your never a tag a along, and as far as i know we always have a good time together.

Thursday Dec 15, 2005

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I got really high and bought a bunch of cereal and no milk. that sucks....so hard.
and it's 2am and everythings closed. cept for the ghetto and fucking wal-mart.
admittedly, the ghetto is closer, but a white-boy in one of the all night "gas stations" buying milk is both suspect and a rather quality targeting system.
but it's still safer than wal-mart.
buh-dum-chss...
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cipher:
Eh, my previous post has nothing to do with it. Going to my hometown for the holidays, rather earlier than necessary, too.

You should post whatever you come up, and indeed good luck. I'd love to do that sometime, but that's such a herculean task.

Glad that tumor's gone. wink
phoolsfire:
your a salad...wait i don't know what that means...
if these were my "salad years" i'd be having way more fun ARRR!!!

[Edited on Dec 19, 2005 9:43PM]
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