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i like vacation, i like making tamales, i like drinking tequlia love love love , and if this is what christmas means in my family, then i guess i like christmas. ....but not hang overs
steve112:
so how was ya christmas
hope ya had a merry one
hornitos:
i'm living on tamales for the next week. .
menos masa mas carne.
what kinda tequila goes round your parts?
just interested.

do you speak spanish?

i'm want to learn

i'm waiting for you to visit someone you know near me. .

so that i can be an afterthought of the best vacation you ever had. .



smile

the kid got me a led zeppelin cd for x-mas

that's cool with me

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i like vacation love love love

my friend amy finally moved in yeah!!!! i've never had a room mate that was also a close friend, this is gonna rock, we can have waffels every morning, and watch movies all night. this is gonna be the best year of summer camp trip...i mean roomie i've ever had.

this week i have to study for my gre whcih i get...
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hornitos:
nope never got the e-mail. .
i went to a winter solstice campfire thingy down on the beach tonite w/ the kid. .
that was fun. .
we sang bowie songs together. .
it was held at main st. beach here in guadalupe where i live.
it's some type of state park dealymabob . .that has protected sand dunes . . (meaning , i guess that people can't jump their motorcycles and such all over them) because, it seems the world is running out of large masses of sand . *shrug.
who knew?

or maybe it's the animals that are protected that live there?

maybe i shoud've listened better. .

see ya!
hornitos:
we have a new dog at the house and my son says " i don't really like playing with him, because everytime i do, he gets a boner"
and that's perdy funny.
but
sometimes i think that ,
that's how you feel about me. .

and i'm afraid it's true.

to touch your lips. .

to see how your body responds to my cold. cold hands. .

to kiss your belly
and know that .. .

no matter where i go from there.

is heaven. .

wink

merry christmas !
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my brain hurts alot, i can't wait for vacation!!! i know i just got back from vacation, but i wanna go again!!! i wanna go now, i wanna go to Az to visit my friend matt. i don't wanna do anymore homework!

i can't wait for my roomate to move out. the bitch is crazy, just cause shes gone all suburbaite on me doesn't mean...
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akasnuggles:
to me hapiness is good parking spot, its a cold beer at the end of a shitty day
see, that's "little happiness." that's something to hold you over till big happiness comes.
or not. i could be totally wrong.

i pretty much only notice when things don't go as planed
i totally just never make plans. but i think that has something to do with my anti-commitment stance.
actually, now that i think about it, most everything i do is because i'm afraid of commitment... that's a fuckin breakthru. more on that as i think it over.

still all bird-flued up?
hornitos:
how is it that you get to travel all over everywhere?
if you don't mind me asking..
are you mad at me?
i haven't heard from you recently.
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i don't wanna do shite!

i need to finish my homework, and then get my ass into bed,

so far i've managed to smoke about a half a pack of ciggeretts, and "play" on the internet for like an hour.

i will now put an end to this nonsense.

i will smoke one more ciggerette and then read my homework, and then go to bed....
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hornitos:
hiya, smile
how'd your vacation go?
maybe you can e-mail me and tell me. .

things are good here
i'm about to get my drivers license back!
i hope
did you know that i i haven't gone 'out' in over a year?
(except with the kid to a coupla concerts. .)
not once . .
not one single time.
in over a year. .

not fuckin once!

am i like the king of self-control or what?

maybe i'm just a bok
hornitos:
hey babe!
how ya doin?
you know you rock ?
i'd fight any girl over you.
meaning if there was some situation that i had to fight a girl to win your love type thing. .

whatever

see ya!
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i like lunch!

but i like vacation even better!!!
only one more day till i'm done with classes smile
then on monday i will beheading out to see dangergirl in seattle. its gonna rock!!

yeah.
akasnuggles:
if anybody deserves a vacation it's you. have a great time.
hornitos:
i thought the term was. . 'i need lunch'?

wait. what is the date today?
i'm squinting to see. ok so todays friday
oh. . you're prolly on your way . .

i demand that you have a good time over your vacation. .because i'm a demanding kinda guy.

so there ..

i'll be expecting a lipstick stained napkin from the coolest club you ventured to ..

(if you do that type of thing)

surreal:

have fun!
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thanks for the love love love

today is like combining gasoline with turpintine to try to put out a fire....

theres a meet and greet at my favorite bar tonight soooo all drinks will be free,

i don't know if you've noticed but when pissed angry self loathing people get drunk, bad things happen, i will do my best to stay sober, but i have to be...
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akasnuggles:
the only magazines on the desk are Oct. 05's EGM, the fall CCS catalogue and this years Swiss Colony.
i'm not much for shoes and i've already read the EGM 3 times (high or not, that's alot), so sweets it be, playa.

what's that saying, an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of the cure? which is a saying that fits more my escapism techniques. easy switch: finger to a fifth? think it over.
hornitos:
mexican'ts!!
too funny. .

la hentai salutes you

and to answer your question. . yes i have noticed, but i rarely bother unless i'm around family. .

i have the house to myself this weekend . .wanna come over and watch some movies?
i'll wash my comforter and my pillow. . cases?

*shrug

and to entice the offer even more. .i'll steal
any bottle of booze you wish to drink that evening . . (as long as we carry it )

in other bad news . .now that i've shorn off most of my hair , i've come to realize , i might possibly be a pin-head. .

pin-head savant is the term i'm gonna use from now on. .

hope you have a nice weekend. .

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i feel like damaged goods...
i called a "friend" this evening so that i could talk things out, to try to feel a little better, after having a shitty day, again, i know its hormonal, i know i have issues, i did not, however want to talk about my own short commings, so when said friend took it upon himself to say, "well the reason...
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hornitos:
sometimes when i'm black and blue, and i happen to be on this web-site, getting more depressed thinking about all the girls i'll never get my clammy little hands on, i check out my 'testimonials' . . and it makes me wonder how, even though i say the most ridiculous, nonsensical and sometimes downright despicable things . .someone see's thru all that and let's me know . .i'm not alone after all . .and they might even consider me a friend or at least cheap entertainment. . so i hope you can crawl to your computer tomorrow and read yours. .
sorry about your head and heart-aches .
wish i could be a pillow for ya, . .even though i'm kinda edgy. . wish i could cleanse ya'.

blush

don't know where that came from . . but it's true. .



smile
akasnuggles:

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yeah!!!
yeah for c's...c's get degrees smile smile
i was bumed, i went into talk to my stats prof, and try to convince her to let me drop the class, or take an incompleate or something, but she was all nooooo. you have to finish this shit. so then to day we were going over the last examn, which i had scored 69 on, and she threw...
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phoolsfire:
today was not the best day of my life part 2...it was bad news bears...luckily i'm still feeling very bi-polar, so i'm not even bothered that one of my friends screwed things up for me in front of a whole bunch of new people...

i was upset at the beginning of this week, because my ugliness was showing, but now i know, that everyone's shows sometime...i'm just glad i have what little grace i do to not transform into a total monster.
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i like cute boys, i got to spend saturday with lots of them biggrin biggrin biggrin
soooo'
then on sunday i was freakin out cause i had a buncha shite todo, an i finished it monday at like 3am, only to be followed by a 6am wake-up on monday for some buuuuwwshite.

but i gots my shite done and my grad school apps in line, and some other...
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latchbeam:
I had the same thing going on with Sara's (actually two sara's and a sarah)!! Good luck! wink

Thank God for caller ID!!!!
apexxx:
awwww, sorry darlin. i lost her number i think, although i may still have a business card somewhere... hmmm. tongue
WOW, so many Chrises. eeek i guess you wont have to worry about calling them the wrong name during... yeah, um personally i dont like it when other people have my first name, so im just stickin with my new pimp name... holla! wink
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i feel dirty...only not in a good way. i feel like everything i do is somehow less and less important with every passing minute. i feel like i become less and less of a comapssionate and caring person with everyday. i feel bitter. for no reason. i feel lonely and angry. all i want is to do good things without feeling cheep or trite. this...
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solomantra:
There's a great word for your affliction:

Anomie, noun. 1. Social instability caused by erosion of standards and values.
2. Alienation and purposelessness experienced by a person or a class as a result of a lack of standards, values, or ideals.

I've suffered off and on from anomie, as well (esp. in the #2 definition sense).

Maybe you just don't see any reinforcement out there in society for being a good, engaged person. That's why doing good makes you feel "cheap and trite." Depressing, I know... frown

hornitos:
well, howdy doody!