deepest darkest secrets...part duxe
sometimes, when i'm alone in my car, i roll up my windows and try to rap the theme song to fresh prince.
i derive sexual gratification from "cracking" my toes.
i give myself really bad haircuts, then make up really bad stories to explain them.
i shaved my arms once.
when i'm bored in class i pull out my eyelashes and pretend that theres something in my eye.
i have chewed on my toes before.
somtimes i want nothing more than to crash my car into a another.
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ok, so i didn't do my homework lastnight after i said i would, because i lost my sylabus. but lukily we get one free missed assingment.
i tried to give dr. moorish a book to read. this in an incredibly horrible and pretentious thing for a student to do. i can't even justify it. i would never say to any of my anthro teachers, here read this book, it's good, it'll help you understand the world better. even if he is an insensitive bastard.
i'm supposed to drive up to michigan this friday to kidnap my friend whose been stuck up there for like a year now. her family is carzy and she is in a very bad way. she has no money, no car, and no plan to get ahead. when i got out of the military, i had a plan and i followed it. not that i did everything right, and she did it all wrong, she just got stuck in a bad situation. i have no idea what i'm supposed to do with her once i get her here. she already screwedd up some of her benefits, and she has no money, not like, she gets by but can't go out, but she has noooo money. she lost her unemployment, and her gi-stuff. i have no idea what to do with her.
she is my best friend in the whole world, and i guess i'm just a little mad that she didn't listen to me from the beginning.
her family....her mother and brother are constantly back and forth between doctors, and theripists, they are really sick people. i understand her desire to want to stay with her family, but they're gonna kill her. or one of them may die very soon. i tried to tell her that the type of sickness these people have is not cureable, and she needs to leave. It's not gonna get better for them. this just makes me sound like a heartless bitch. but if she stays there she will just stay poor, not get an education, and be stuck going back and forth between her family and doctors for the rest of her life.
i don't know what to do, except get her out of the place shes stuck in.
sometimes, when i'm alone in my car, i roll up my windows and try to rap the theme song to fresh prince.
i derive sexual gratification from "cracking" my toes.
i give myself really bad haircuts, then make up really bad stories to explain them.
i shaved my arms once.
when i'm bored in class i pull out my eyelashes and pretend that theres something in my eye.
i have chewed on my toes before.
somtimes i want nothing more than to crash my car into a another.
........................................................................................
ok, so i didn't do my homework lastnight after i said i would, because i lost my sylabus. but lukily we get one free missed assingment.
i tried to give dr. moorish a book to read. this in an incredibly horrible and pretentious thing for a student to do. i can't even justify it. i would never say to any of my anthro teachers, here read this book, it's good, it'll help you understand the world better. even if he is an insensitive bastard.
i'm supposed to drive up to michigan this friday to kidnap my friend whose been stuck up there for like a year now. her family is carzy and she is in a very bad way. she has no money, no car, and no plan to get ahead. when i got out of the military, i had a plan and i followed it. not that i did everything right, and she did it all wrong, she just got stuck in a bad situation. i have no idea what i'm supposed to do with her once i get her here. she already screwedd up some of her benefits, and she has no money, not like, she gets by but can't go out, but she has noooo money. she lost her unemployment, and her gi-stuff. i have no idea what to do with her.

her family....her mother and brother are constantly back and forth between doctors, and theripists, they are really sick people. i understand her desire to want to stay with her family, but they're gonna kill her. or one of them may die very soon. i tried to tell her that the type of sickness these people have is not cureable, and she needs to leave. It's not gonna get better for them. this just makes me sound like a heartless bitch. but if she stays there she will just stay poor, not get an education, and be stuck going back and forth between her family and doctors for the rest of her life.
i don't know what to do, except get her out of the place shes stuck in.

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i had half-a-mind to just say "fuckit" and wake yr sleepy-ass up, but you were talking about being fatigued and such, so i decided to pulla nice guy and let ya rest.
okie dokie, i stayed right and stuff, looking for 165 and TECHNICALLY found it.
you see, exit 160 takes you to Markett street. after that, the exits drop back to 130. exit 135 takes you to Main (technically it's 165...you know, if they didnt drop back)
Main in, Main out.
you shoulda stayed up.