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or maybe not? a vague glimmer of hope just appeared on Current Crush and i just might have a chance. holy god, i hope my big fat slice of good karma that's been carrying me along the last few months holds out. i'll keep you posted.

in other news, i'm happier than i've been in a long time. i'm having an amazing summer, and i'm...
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trouble trouble trouble! nothing but!

the house party was a rousing failure, not sure where everybody was. but i was reminded of a very unfortunate crush i have that i know is bad business to develop, but so much fun. good lord.
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nine inch nails was amazing and a fitting end to concert mayhem 06. i've been to way too many shows this week, now, yeesh. they played reptile and it was great because that song actually means something these days. also, seeing spoulette kicked more ass than cancer.

i have determined that severity suicide has the prettiest smile in existence.
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so my joy from finally getting paid was initially tempered by tim's news that he wouldn't be able to make ministry, which meant that 1)there'd be no tim (duh) and 2)liana and i were now ride-less. after wracking my brain and asking around it became pretty apparent that chances were slim to nil of us making it. i even looked up train fares at one...
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WOW this new site format is a big fat pile of suck. i'm glad to see that the SG web team is constantly on top of its game, making sure the site doesn't become easy to navigate (the horror). oh and erasing all my bookmarks? priceless. thanks guys. what was wrong with the old site, again?
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man, i go to all the trouble to write a vitriolic right-wing post and i don't get into the sg conservatives group. sigh.
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winamp randomizer has confirmed once again that my music collection kicks ass. hoo-rah!
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i'm back in hamilton and settled into my old house but not my old room. what with the chenango festival people here now it's just evil corner rather than evil house. thankfully tim is still here.

i also moved into my spacious garage bay studio in schupf and it's pretty kick-ass. i have a feeling this summer is going to kick massive amounts of ass.
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chuck palahniuk books finished in two days: 3
thomas pynchon books that i was already in the middle of finished this in the same time period: 0
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ah, schadenfreude, it's been so long.

graduation has come and gone. i've seen off most of my housemates with the notable exceptions of ben and james who weren't actually graduating because they're just sprats still. i returned to a strange new hamilton reality, sort of. one without jeremy and tim and tits and pissnatch and gordon and et cetera, but i should clarify by saying...
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forgot one:

13. the thought of ever drinking whiskey again...especially irish whiskey...is absolutely stomach churning now. even the vague odor of whiskey makes me feel very unpleasant these days.

14. i don't know how much i can trust the bathroom scale but it looks like i might be under 180 lbs for the first time in years. let's keep up this "new, slender" phill thing,...
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