midnight is doused in a fit of fever.
palms grip for what looks to be the light ahead.
slight grasp holding onto doubt
yet wanting to discover truths untold.
veins pulsed, heavy weight unfolds
abound knowledge rationed for the weak and timid.
rabid dogs scathing the owner's leash,
teeth snarled and paws frightful;
the fight is real. the fright is to feel.
suddenly the distance...
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palms grip for what looks to be the light ahead.
slight grasp holding onto doubt
yet wanting to discover truths untold.
veins pulsed, heavy weight unfolds
abound knowledge rationed for the weak and timid.
rabid dogs scathing the owner's leash,
teeth snarled and paws frightful;
the fight is real. the fright is to feel.
suddenly the distance...
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brokenglassheart:
damn fool. that's some deep shit. if it's yours, you need to think about trying to publish some of it. it's really good. if it's not, well then i curse you for ripping other people off! j/k how are you??
rest assured, oh wandering soul, there could be an anchor ahead.
shhhhh, quiet. it's listening to our words as we plan our good deeds. it sees when we move to change for the better. it can feel our breath as we hold in an outburst.
can you feel the presence? you know, just when you think you have control, it shows up. actually, it's there, constantly haunting. or is it comfort for you?
tell me, does...
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can you feel the presence? you know, just when you think you have control, it shows up. actually, it's there, constantly haunting. or is it comfort for you?
tell me, does...
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elisabeth:
No. I tend to disregard it and perhaps I shouldn't. That is a fantabulous pic, btw.
calling all cars, calling all cars. be on the lookout for a '76 ford humana, pale white in color, currently heading north on wonderment lane.
*beeeeeep*
*beeeeeep*
elisabeth:
Now tell me. Is your horn one of those blaring scare you shitless types? Or is it more like an "eeeeert eeeert" kind you find on little wimpy vehiculars.
Good times the other night, thanks for rocking the funky beats
Good times the other night, thanks for rocking the funky beats
the crazy thing is we're all uniquely the same.
the sad thing is we're all disposable to a certain degree.
the sad thing is we're all disposable to a certain degree.
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gieshab:
YAAAY
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[Edited on Oct 20, 2003 6:32PM]
gieshab:
those are my boys (and girl)! i miss them so much 
did you go to the rosarito party?
did you go to the rosarito party?
acquaintances are like the whisper of cool air on the back of your neck during a mid-day blaze.
yet friends are the scorching sun, the blustery passings, and the forgiving stayings.
yet friends are the scorching sun, the blustery passings, and the forgiving stayings.
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oryx:
thanks for looking at my pics...
i haven't really talked alot on this site about my trip. i went as an international observer for an indigineous NGO in zambia called women for change. so i spent a month living in villages, going to development workshops, exploring southern province. i ended up at the hospice by accident, we were driving by and i remembered seeing tom stoddart's photos from there and i mentioned how much i would like to photograph there as well. a reporter from the independant radio was with us, and she get me access.
all the sad, shitty, unfair stuff i saw didn't really affect me until i got home. people in zambia are so open and welcoming, they will share anything they have, even when they have so little. i come back to canada, where everyone's complaining about their lattes being too cold and won't give a dime to the homeless guy on the corner, and i just about lost it. i was so depressed i didn't leave my house for about a week. i watched those world vision adopt a child shows and bawled my eyes out. the lady at the photo place asked me if i wanted glossy or matte prints, and i told her i photographed someone as they were dying. for a long time i felt like i was given so much by my experiences in zambia, yet i had nothing to give back.
it's still hard sometimes. i do talks and have photo shows to try and raise awareness of NGOs like women for change and the massive problems they face. i sent some money back to them, and to the hospice, but i have to go back. it's not even a question, i'll be there as soon as possible. life just makes so much more sense there.
wow - that was long, hope you don't mind.
i haven't really talked alot on this site about my trip. i went as an international observer for an indigineous NGO in zambia called women for change. so i spent a month living in villages, going to development workshops, exploring southern province. i ended up at the hospice by accident, we were driving by and i remembered seeing tom stoddart's photos from there and i mentioned how much i would like to photograph there as well. a reporter from the independant radio was with us, and she get me access.
all the sad, shitty, unfair stuff i saw didn't really affect me until i got home. people in zambia are so open and welcoming, they will share anything they have, even when they have so little. i come back to canada, where everyone's complaining about their lattes being too cold and won't give a dime to the homeless guy on the corner, and i just about lost it. i was so depressed i didn't leave my house for about a week. i watched those world vision adopt a child shows and bawled my eyes out. the lady at the photo place asked me if i wanted glossy or matte prints, and i told her i photographed someone as they were dying. for a long time i felt like i was given so much by my experiences in zambia, yet i had nothing to give back.
it's still hard sometimes. i do talks and have photo shows to try and raise awareness of NGOs like women for change and the massive problems they face. i sent some money back to them, and to the hospice, but i have to go back. it's not even a question, i'll be there as soon as possible. life just makes so much more sense there.
wow - that was long, hope you don't mind.
elisabeth:
Why and what?
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[Edited on Oct 19, 2003 3:52PM]
in case you didn't know.....
groove is in the heart.
groove is in the heart.
elisabeth:
Your groove, I do deeply dig.
So tell you what I am going to do, I am going to rush to the tanning bed, then bleach my hair blonde, and then I am going to get my groove on to the new Keith Sweat album.
That should cure any ills.
So tell you what I am going to do, I am going to rush to the tanning bed, then bleach my hair blonde, and then I am going to get my groove on to the new Keith Sweat album.
That should cure any ills.
10:32 AM. *sounds of LTJ Bukem w/ COnrad and DRS on Progression Sessions in the background*
I'm reminded that I am lucky to even be waking up. I'm reminded that I am one of the fortunate to have this chance.
Stil, the plague continues - epiphanies curved. We all need love. We all want to be understood. We all want this feeling of commitment on...
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I'm reminded that I am lucky to even be waking up. I'm reminded that I am one of the fortunate to have this chance.
Stil, the plague continues - epiphanies curved. We all need love. We all want to be understood. We all want this feeling of commitment on...
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audio:
well buddy, montreal is where i'm at. the best place here is a small club called blue dogs on a friday night.. it's where all the hard core old school d&b heads go. the scene is dead here. 4 yrs ago you couldn't throw a stone without hitting a d&b night. not so much anymore.
the city does rock though.
let me know whenever you come down and i'll take you to blue dogs.
the city does rock though.
let me know whenever you come down and i'll take you to blue dogs.
audio:
sure dude, i'm going there tonight. i'll email you later with the info. but i'm warning you, this place is crazy small. i hope you're not expecting much, and don't expect much money either. my friend used to promo a night there and they suck. you might only get paid like 200 canadian. but the vibe is good. good cool people.
and that cd you were listening to this morning. awesome.
and that cd you were listening to this morning. awesome.
either I'm getting crazier, or the voices are winning.
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elisabeth:
The voices have knobs (volume, etc), and I always turn up the flange, it's better that way 
spacepod:
happy belated birthday
i danced til i couldn't dance no more on sat. excellent presentation with the visuals as well as the tracks.
nice meeting you, although brief
i danced til i couldn't dance no more on sat. excellent presentation with the visuals as well as the tracks.
nice meeting you, although brief
yay, go figure. IE has a submit button while neither Mozilla or Firebird do.
*wipes sleep from the eyes*
so yay, it's my birfday. notha' day, notha' dollah.
life is aiight, I can dig it.
oh, and when I grow up, I really want to be a pirate just so I can look like this smiley.
"If you can't be with the one you love,...
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*wipes sleep from the eyes*
so yay, it's my birfday. notha' day, notha' dollah.
life is aiight, I can dig it.
oh, and when I grow up, I really want to be a pirate just so I can look like this smiley.
"If you can't be with the one you love,...
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brokenglassheart:
pirates are dirt, ugly, smelly, raunchy assholes. do you really wanna be one of those?! 
hey, whatever floats yer boat. muse, huh? still going?? nice. keep up the good work.
guess who called me over the weekend?? fucking melissa. wierd.
hope you're doing good n all that fun stuff. 
"peax"
p.s remember htat shit?!
hey, whatever floats yer boat. muse, huh? still going?? nice. keep up the good work.
guess who called me over the weekend?? fucking melissa. wierd.
hope you're doing good n all that fun stuff. "peax"
p.s remember htat shit?!
justlittleolme:
took the pussy route and emailed him 
hope you had a good day.
hope you had a good day.
what an amazing world we collide in.
full of deceit, the give and take of love and yes, even you and I.
lack of direction. spitting owls. conquests uncertain.
I feel so out of place. care for a tic tac?
full of deceit, the give and take of love and yes, even you and I.
lack of direction. spitting owls. conquests uncertain.
I feel so out of place. care for a tic tac?
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phear:
many thanks to ya'll.
"I get older and they stay the same age"
:arrrr:
"I get older and they stay the same age"
:arrrr:
phear:
oh, and I'd update my damn journal if there was a SUBMIT button. =(
I'm gonna try a new pick up line (if I'm ever single, of course.) fuck it, I'll give it a try just out of plain old curiosity.
"baby, I put the HUG in THUG."
doesn't it just scream "bad boy with a soft side?" man, the ladies will love me. I'll throw on my gold chain with the huge icey heart hanging from it. I'm...
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"baby, I put the HUG in THUG."
doesn't it just scream "bad boy with a soft side?" man, the ladies will love me. I'll throw on my gold chain with the huge icey heart hanging from it. I'm...
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gieshab:
HAHA! I love it! Its just what chicks are into too. lol. come to think of it, IIII might use it!
anyway, yours was one of the first dnb demos i had in my car when i was getting into the scene. i picked it up outside a party at the bamboo terrace! i played it and played it and played it for everyone. my boy kelly was like yeah thats dope...and then about a year later he started playing on vibeflow..you might know him as UNIT. Im a friend of James, Jackie, Kelly, DRE...
love this site, yeah? nice running into you on it...brit
anyway, yours was one of the first dnb demos i had in my car when i was getting into the scene. i picked it up outside a party at the bamboo terrace! i played it and played it and played it for everyone. my boy kelly was like yeah thats dope...and then about a year later he started playing on vibeflow..you might know him as UNIT. Im a friend of James, Jackie, Kelly, DRE...
love this site, yeah? nice running into you on it...brit