pelirojo

I'm willing to try and take all my psych meds like im supposed to, not drink to excess, and most importantly stay off illegal drugs. My problem is that if or when i do feel like i should be hospitalized, one of the first things they do is do a drug test. If test positive, can not stay atthe mental health hospital. You must do 30 days in treatment before you are able to be considered forurther treatment at the kaiser mental health hospital. I'm sorry, I most feellike going straight while Im high. Rehab can be real torture. its more facing the problems you blacked out with dope than going through withdrawal. All of the good drugs have bad withdrawal symptoms. Some can kill you, and others make you extremely depressed or despondant. Or my,I don't know if i'm the best example but get as bad as being suicidal or thinking about it. I may be a legally mentally disabled person receiving benefits. My memory maybe very spotty, but I am still the same person I've always been and will be.