Frustrated and disappointed.
Just when i think things will get better or at least help me get by they don't.
Yesterday I hosted a " Girls get together" for eyebrow threading. I was charging $5 per person and sent out invites and called people and sent so many text messages using Pookey's phone.
A handful of girls confirmed that they were going to show up. So i rush to the store and buy snacks and refreshments to make the environment much more pleasurable. My cousin and sister came over and helped me clean and prep everything.
The thing started at 5pm. No one showed up. So then i had to drive my sis to Lakewood mall for her training at Forever 21 and rushed back.
6pm and still no one. Pookey comes home and he looks at everything and he began to laugh, not to be rude but because he found the environment to be too "girly" for him to be around. But it made me so mad! I didn't have the sense of humor non the less the mood to even find anything funny.
I understand that people have their own things to do but if they knew they couldn't come why didn't they just say so instead of saying they would?! They got my hopes up! I'm in a very needy situation and was really looking forward to whatever I can get. I was hoping at least 20 girls to show up which that would help me HUGE because I would have made at least $100. Which is perfect for my car insurance which is due in 2 weeks.
I was so pissed i wanted to cry. All the effort that I put into it just to make sure they are comfortable. If i knew no one was going to show up i wouldn't have bought anything and I wouldn't have stressed out about my time.
Last night I went to bed around 12am. But didn't go to sleep until 2am. Woke up at 3:20am and I have been awake ever since. I only got 1 hour and 20 min of sleep.
Pookey says its okay and its not worth stressing for. I'm like, "HOW THE FUCK IS IT OKAY?!" It's not comforting! I'm frustrated and I feel like i'm the only one trying to find solutions or extra ways of making money!
Fucking unemployment is also being a pain in the ass. They keep telling me that they will assign my case to a judge and will be sending me info on my hearing but that has been since November!
I am literally a nervous wreck!
Later on tonight i will go next door to the tat shop and talk to the shop manager. Let's see if they have anything available to help me out
For now, just sell all my stuff I guess. I will be delivering my dining table to NoHo and get $90 out of that. The bar is a fucking pain in the ass to get rid of though. It's nice and all but it's a bitch to deliver. The only best thing would be local pick up but that's when people flake out and are a no show.
I truly can't wait till this nightmare is over.
Just when i think things will get better or at least help me get by they don't.
Yesterday I hosted a " Girls get together" for eyebrow threading. I was charging $5 per person and sent out invites and called people and sent so many text messages using Pookey's phone.
A handful of girls confirmed that they were going to show up. So i rush to the store and buy snacks and refreshments to make the environment much more pleasurable. My cousin and sister came over and helped me clean and prep everything.
The thing started at 5pm. No one showed up. So then i had to drive my sis to Lakewood mall for her training at Forever 21 and rushed back.
6pm and still no one. Pookey comes home and he looks at everything and he began to laugh, not to be rude but because he found the environment to be too "girly" for him to be around. But it made me so mad! I didn't have the sense of humor non the less the mood to even find anything funny.
I understand that people have their own things to do but if they knew they couldn't come why didn't they just say so instead of saying they would?! They got my hopes up! I'm in a very needy situation and was really looking forward to whatever I can get. I was hoping at least 20 girls to show up which that would help me HUGE because I would have made at least $100. Which is perfect for my car insurance which is due in 2 weeks.
I was so pissed i wanted to cry. All the effort that I put into it just to make sure they are comfortable. If i knew no one was going to show up i wouldn't have bought anything and I wouldn't have stressed out about my time.
Last night I went to bed around 12am. But didn't go to sleep until 2am. Woke up at 3:20am and I have been awake ever since. I only got 1 hour and 20 min of sleep.
Pookey says its okay and its not worth stressing for. I'm like, "HOW THE FUCK IS IT OKAY?!" It's not comforting! I'm frustrated and I feel like i'm the only one trying to find solutions or extra ways of making money!
Fucking unemployment is also being a pain in the ass. They keep telling me that they will assign my case to a judge and will be sending me info on my hearing but that has been since November!
I am literally a nervous wreck!
Later on tonight i will go next door to the tat shop and talk to the shop manager. Let's see if they have anything available to help me out
For now, just sell all my stuff I guess. I will be delivering my dining table to NoHo and get $90 out of that. The bar is a fucking pain in the ass to get rid of though. It's nice and all but it's a bitch to deliver. The only best thing would be local pick up but that's when people flake out and are a no show.
I truly can't wait till this nightmare is over.
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I would call them every week until they get your case going, you should not have to wait on something that important, you need that money and it is your right to have it.
I really hope the shop owner can give you some work, you know how to tattoo, so they should give you some work.
I don't know how you feel about hoodoo spells, but I have a recipe for a spell to draw business in what sounds like your exact situation. You need to get silver magnetic sand, Van Van floor wash, John the Conqueror incense, and Easy Life and Compelling oils. Also some 9 Lucky Mixture. You wash the floor and woodwork in all the rooms of the house where you do work (even the closets) with the Van Van, and then sprinkle silver magnetic sand in front of each room. And every day you burn John the Conqueror incense and throw the ashes outside. The Compelling and Easy Life oils you wear on yourself almost like perfumes, and the 9 Lucky Mix is used to perfume your clothing.
So, whatever that is worth....