Well this is long, but I just posted this on the Forums as being the strangest thing that happened to me. It's the first time I've ever written it down, and I think I do a good job of capturing the feeling. So read if you want to, comment if you feel like it.
-S
I was with some friends and we had just gotten a new page of acid. Me and my friend both dropped about 4 hits of it. Unfortunately for me this was a lot stronger than our normal acid. About a half hour after taking it my left arm went numb. I had alwys heard that was a symptom of a heart attack, and I started freaking out. I was demanding they call an ambulance to take me to the hospital. Their was no way they were going to call an ambulance for an OD in Texas with a huge amount of drugs in our room so they told me they would drive me. We started driving and they were playing KMFDM and drove me in circles around Six Flags over Texas, and I eventually calmed down. We went back to the room and hung out for a while and they decided to go to Denny's. I was way to fucked up to go to Denny's, so I stayed in the room. All of this happened within the first hour or so of my trip.
They left and went to Denny's, and I was doing fine for about the first five minutes after they left. I was listening to some mix tapes, and tripping out on the visuals. Then I heard a car outside reving it's engine. I don't know what happened, but that sent me into a paranoid frenzy and I thought the people in the car were going to kill me. The last thing I remember from reality is hiding underneath the covers.
At this point I started peaking. I was having incredible visuals, and the trip was taking me way the f**k out there. I saw this black ameoba like fluid flowing down an intricate column that was shaped in tribal like spiral and made of some green metalic material. I'm not sure when it happened, but at some point I realized that the black fluid was my body's soul/essence, and I was some other wordly intelligence. It reached the bottom of the spiral and was in a pool of similiar fluid. The next part I saw was the universe collapsing in a time lapse manner. As it collapsed it compressed into an egg shape and stayed that way for an eternity and yet only an instant. Then I watched it explode in a big bang like sequence. The galaxies were hurtling outword, black holes were forming etc... I left the other worldly intelligence and returned to my original self. Only now my essence was scattered across the universe, and it was like I was a part of everything. It was one of the most blissful experiences I've ever had in my life. I have no idea how long I laid there just enjoying this incredible sensation.
Eventually my friends came back from Dennys.
I don't remember how this next part happened, but from what they tell me I was laying on the florr with the telephone cord wrapped around my neck. They said they tried to talk to me and I was telling them I had found death and that it was beautiful and for them to leave me alone. They fed me some roofies or Thorazine to bring me down, and I woke up the next morning feeling relatively fine.
Anyway, I think about that t rip a lot, and it helped me form my own ideas about life death, the human soul and God. Now I'm not saying that acidmade me "meet god", just that that experience helped me get over a highly irrational fear of death I had at the time, and enabled me to actually think about it in an objective manner.
So that's the strangest experience I've had, I got a few that come close to it, but none of them actually meet the mark.
Told you it was long. This all happened when I was around 17. I don't do near as many drugs now and actually have had to swear off acid due to an unusually high rate of bad trips. I'll still candy flip every once in a while, but no more straight acid for me.
-S
I was with some friends and we had just gotten a new page of acid. Me and my friend both dropped about 4 hits of it. Unfortunately for me this was a lot stronger than our normal acid. About a half hour after taking it my left arm went numb. I had alwys heard that was a symptom of a heart attack, and I started freaking out. I was demanding they call an ambulance to take me to the hospital. Their was no way they were going to call an ambulance for an OD in Texas with a huge amount of drugs in our room so they told me they would drive me. We started driving and they were playing KMFDM and drove me in circles around Six Flags over Texas, and I eventually calmed down. We went back to the room and hung out for a while and they decided to go to Denny's. I was way to fucked up to go to Denny's, so I stayed in the room. All of this happened within the first hour or so of my trip.
They left and went to Denny's, and I was doing fine for about the first five minutes after they left. I was listening to some mix tapes, and tripping out on the visuals. Then I heard a car outside reving it's engine. I don't know what happened, but that sent me into a paranoid frenzy and I thought the people in the car were going to kill me. The last thing I remember from reality is hiding underneath the covers.
At this point I started peaking. I was having incredible visuals, and the trip was taking me way the f**k out there. I saw this black ameoba like fluid flowing down an intricate column that was shaped in tribal like spiral and made of some green metalic material. I'm not sure when it happened, but at some point I realized that the black fluid was my body's soul/essence, and I was some other wordly intelligence. It reached the bottom of the spiral and was in a pool of similiar fluid. The next part I saw was the universe collapsing in a time lapse manner. As it collapsed it compressed into an egg shape and stayed that way for an eternity and yet only an instant. Then I watched it explode in a big bang like sequence. The galaxies were hurtling outword, black holes were forming etc... I left the other worldly intelligence and returned to my original self. Only now my essence was scattered across the universe, and it was like I was a part of everything. It was one of the most blissful experiences I've ever had in my life. I have no idea how long I laid there just enjoying this incredible sensation.
Eventually my friends came back from Dennys.
I don't remember how this next part happened, but from what they tell me I was laying on the florr with the telephone cord wrapped around my neck. They said they tried to talk to me and I was telling them I had found death and that it was beautiful and for them to leave me alone. They fed me some roofies or Thorazine to bring me down, and I woke up the next morning feeling relatively fine.
Anyway, I think about that t rip a lot, and it helped me form my own ideas about life death, the human soul and God. Now I'm not saying that acidmade me "meet god", just that that experience helped me get over a highly irrational fear of death I had at the time, and enabled me to actually think about it in an objective manner.
So that's the strangest experience I've had, I got a few that come close to it, but none of them actually meet the mark.
Told you it was long. This all happened when I was around 17. I don't do near as many drugs now and actually have had to swear off acid due to an unusually high rate of bad trips. I'll still candy flip every once in a while, but no more straight acid for me.
I do the screaming thing with one of my friends every now and again. I'll throw things and shout and shout, not directly AT him, but just about all the things that I wish that I could change, but I can't. Finally, the real reason why I'm upset will come out and I can collapse and cry, and he'll come out of his hiding in the corner and hug me until I feel better.