paix

(per request from Beau, Paix's Myspace)

I dont think Im going to renew my acct so this is my last post. It was rad meeting you people and those of you that have my number should obviously keep in contact..

heres my first post from a year ago!

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the dark of it......


euphoria, ive always wonderd what thats like. Instead i exist, kinda. I work, eat, drink and sleep. I just have to do what i have to do. No ones gonna live my life right? Thats why i go to school full time with 4 labs, i have two jobs that work me 45 hours a week, an online radio show (fridays 7-10 KcscRadio ), and an internship with a county wide environmental non-profitt). Not to mention how much i love going out. God I drink a lot of beer. Whatev...

So about me...god...i bleed in rhythm, i love music only a little more than i love getting involved. I am one of the most compassionate persons you will ever meet. Everything deserves to be heard. I love being proved wrong. That just means I learn something new.

I love plants. Its hard for you to see me and not see a plant in my pocket and a smile on my face. Im a dirty little boy like that. Im actually an agriculture major at my local college and enjoy every minute of it. I love to dance (mostly because i always have to be moving) especially to ska. I love hot showers even if it has to be on a hot day. I dont bitch. The closest thing is my rants I go on if you ask me to talk about anything in a meaningful conversation.

Right now I have three piercings. Two labret and a frenum (I would like to use the frenum more). I have five tattoos which will soon turn to 3 once I get them connected. They all mean a lot to me. My hair is always something creative. If you ever meet me in person you'll realise how much of an individual I am. Im not another number, or some lame a punk or scenester.

Im pretty much a hopeless in a sense that i cant be without companionship. Im the type of person that if you give me a 9 I'll give you a 10 back. I always need someone to pick up when i call. EllieEn is pretty much my best friend. We're in a weird state right know. Shes afraid of me, not in a bad way. Just what i can offer her. Definately something shes not ready for, maybe Im not ready for it either. What ever our situation is right now we can only handle a long distance relationship even though she only lives 7 blocks away.

The closest the to euphoria is my hands in her hair.

I love my life (it can always be better though)

I love to be naked, I need a photographer....


my new theme song....
Big D and The Kids Table - Shining On



I just realized I left my favorite hat at the club last night
Which sickened me right off 'cause I
Had that cap since real-real small
Then find out just right now
That my main squeeze went through my phone
Oooo
So I guess I'm single now
Imagine that

So I sneak right on The T
The conductor sees me
He's kicking me right off with a frown
I grab my bag and I walk on
Comm. Ave., I hit up Blanchard's
They sell cheap wine, I got six bucks
Bag rip, wine smash
Drink it up avoid the glass

But I can't stop from just smiling
When that damn sun is shining on
Hell, It's just
Shining down all over me
No, I can't help but just smile
While that damn sun is shining on
Dang it's just shining down
Down over me

So now I call up my friend
'Cause his girl must be bored, 'cause
She's been spreading rumors about me
That I robbed her party, but I never had
I pull out my little disc man
I bought from a crackhead down in Reno
But my Melt-Ba-na-na CD
Is all scratched up

I think it's stupid all the people who are moaning
Yeah moaning on
While the sun is shining down
On our city streets
Even all the things people say
Naw, ain't affecting me
Not when that damn sun
Is shining down over me

Shining down on me
Born to just never care [x3]
About the stupid things
People moan everyday

So later on I meet Johnny Trouble
At a bar called Shay's, a spit from Charlie's
We sit outside talking 'bout girls
How they're loons but we like them anyway
No money for pints at the bar
We bring a backpack full of Pabst
Oooo
Under the table we fill our glass

So me and Johnny just sit outside
Warmed by that summer night
While those city stars are shining
Down on our streets
And I can't help from just smiling
While those damn stars are shining down
Yeah those stars are shining
Over our city streets

No, I won't be caught moaning
Not when light is still shining down
And me and Johnny
Warmed by that damn summer heat
And I can't stop from just smiling
When those damn stars are shining on
Yeah, those stars are shining
Over our city streets

Can you imagine that?