Learning about Hinduism and some of the various scriptures associated with the various forms of Hinduism. Next week is Buddhism. Even though I can't wrap my mind around much of it, I'm still excited to have the chance to learn about it. Yay for online classes.
Commuting has been kicking my booty. 3 hours total travel on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Tuesday I couldn't turn my...
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Commuting has been kicking my booty. 3 hours total travel on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Tuesday I couldn't turn my...
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I don't know what else to say...
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krass_of_nod:
I thought i would come by and say hi to ya have not heard from ya in a while heh.
Hmm, classes are going well. I'm busy but I like the feel of being productive and actively using my brain. I'm sure I will be moaning about all the work soon enough but for now I can appreciate it.
'night
'night
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thedarkness:
Sounds to me that this person affected you in more ways than one.
thedarkness:
In a good way of course.
Well, its been a while. The holidays were fine...I dont really celebrate them though...I wasn't raised doing so, so its never been a thing for me. I don't feel I miss out on too much other than stress and debt.
My mother has banned me from sleeping over my girlfriend's house during the weekend. She thinks its irresponsible as a mother to want to go...
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My mother has banned me from sleeping over my girlfriend's house during the weekend. She thinks its irresponsible as a mother to want to go...
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puresauciness:
I am glad that you are feeling positive about the changes that are coming. Frequently, that is the most important thing!
ultraman:
feliz ano nuevo!
bonne annee!
im so glad things are beginning to fall into place for you now. just keep a positive attitude...if all else fails, throw a tantrum!
bonne annee!
im so glad things are beginning to fall into place for you now. just keep a positive attitude...if all else fails, throw a tantrum!
Well, I come back to SG and actually instead of things being settled...they are very loosely held together by thoughts of obligation and practicality.
I start FSU and UNC-Chapel Hill next month. I'm going to be a part-time student at UNC and a full-time student at FSU so I'll be very much busy and I am so looking forward to that.
Lets see...my dorkiness has...
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I start FSU and UNC-Chapel Hill next month. I'm going to be a part-time student at UNC and a full-time student at FSU so I'll be very much busy and I am so looking forward to that.
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chai:
darling, happy xmas!! 
ultraman:
hey stranger. how was xmas, new years, & have your classes started yet? i hope all is well with you.
Hmm, I came back...
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puresauciness:
Your request was granted. I feel so special
krass_of_nod:
YAY! Yeah I have to go back to school in January as well. So are you stateside now?
I'm now in Fayetteville, NC but I think I am going to leave here for a while. I may come back in a bit but right now I'm trying to get things settled.
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thejuanupsman:
Have a good break. Hope it helps you resolve things.
ultraman:
happy thoughts coming your way all day, everyday!
happy thoughts coming your way all day, everyday!
I'm back in good ol' Fayetteville.
The baby is doing well. She's walking everywhere getting into things as usual.
Vegas was nice. My first strip club experience was interesting. Oddly enough, I don't really like to watch female strippers. It seems so fake to me. I don't like to watch lap dances either. When her butt is in some man's face and the expression on...
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The baby is doing well. She's walking everywhere getting into things as usual.
Vegas was nice. My first strip club experience was interesting. Oddly enough, I don't really like to watch female strippers. It seems so fake to me. I don't like to watch lap dances either. When her butt is in some man's face and the expression on...
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chai:
hey , hope u r doing fine
ami:
esta aqui
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ultraman:
no need for you to struggle. one child on your own is bad enough, but 2? if your place in the relationship is not to his liking...lemme shut up. have fun in all your travels thru the us. welcome home btw...
peace...
peace...
ultraman:
you in nc yet? if you are, strap on some galloshes & waders. youll need them if youre walking to class. you in school yet? 
Still packing...and by packing, I mean procrastinating.
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thejuanupsman:
I think most people have those thoughts during random encounters with strangers. I don't think you should feel like a perv at all.
And that wasn't vulgar. Erotic yes. But not at all vulgar. Pretty poetic if you ask me.
And that wasn't vulgar. Erotic yes. But not at all vulgar. Pretty poetic if you ask me.
cairo:
I'm actually getting really fucking frustrated with my hair. It's been a year and there's MAYBE at the most, halfway locked through.
the tibetan book of the dead would be a good casual read for those type of courses
hope all is well
It is amazing here. The part of Japan I line in probably isn't what most people think of Japan being like, but it is the most beautiful place I have ever seen. And I love it here despite some of the hardships. Or maybe because of them. I love how self sufficient we are. And the solitude that is never more than a few minutes away.
I never thought I would. I thought I would miss the hectic life I once lived.
Ok, you probably don't remember asking me this, it was a long time ago, but I am answering all the old questions people asked me, so here goes.
There was a time when I was sure I would never want children. But the older I get the less sure I am. I think I might. And the man I am with now would make a perfect father. But I don't love him. Or more accurately I am not in love with him. The only man I have ever been in love with is half a world away. And is still married to someone else. And I can't imagine having any child that is not his.