Well, the event went off. Amidst a round of difficult situations. There was an attempted suicide by one of the band members I had lined up for the night. Crazy and sad. But, in the end I was at least able to raise a couple hundred dollars for the homeless in the area. Considering everything that occurred and made the thing more stressful, I say...
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arroia:
That is hectic! 
Glad everything more or less worked out in the end.
Glad everything more or less worked out in the end.
blu:
aw man thats really sad 
im glad u managed to raise some money though.
im glad u managed to raise some money though. Through the process of putting together this benefit, I have learned that venues can be a pain to deal with. It's like getting teeth pulled, especially when you want a specific place. Fortunately, we were able to get it and things have mostly come to fruition. Been promoting and what not. I am really hoping people come out and are able to help us meet...
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gideonstargrave:
Good Luck, man. It's a good thing you are doing.
Well, as per usual, I take a risk and it does not pay off at all. I've lost count of how many women have rejected me for being "ugly." I have about given up on meeting someone. What's the point of putting yourself out there to always be rejected? I am just fed up. Am I really that hideous? Obviously this is coming out of...
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Well this week has been crap. I am trying to get a benefit concert together for a local homeless shelter. And I end up getting rather sick. Been laying around listening to music or watching odd documentaries when I am not asleep face down in the pillow.
Had to get a prescription and really hoping it works for me. Severe coughing and all that fun...
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Had to get a prescription and really hoping it works for me. Severe coughing and all that fun...
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I realized that one of the blog categories you can have is naked pictures. Now, that makes sense but I also think it's kinda funny. Not sure why. I am still trying to figure out how one has the confidence to post this kind of stuff. Let alone taking the issue of taking the pictures themselves. I have been very hidden and let's say ultraconservative...
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horror_head:
LOL@ the Glenn Benton and Chris Barnes pics!
opethfan777:
The internet can provide the lulz.
Well, last night was certainly a departure from the previous New Year incident. Was certainly a much better experience. I have cleaned my act up a bit and really don't even drink that often, don't smoke pot at all anymore and have never cared to go beyond any of that anyway. But I will be damned if I didn't surround myself with people taking MDMA...
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dino78:
Happy New Years to you bro !!
This is a rambling on being socially inept and awkward. Have you noticed that you can't read social cues? Anything from moments during a conversation with a friend or that cute girl looking at you. Thoughts course through me like, does this person really give a shit when they are talking to me? Is that girl checking me out? I can't freaking tell at all....
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thistle:
Social cues are hard to read. For most people practice helps. Good luck with the anxiety - it can be crippling, I know.
This time of year is honestly one of the more annoying times of the year for me. Seeing my large extended family tends to really set off my social anxiety. Also, their attitudes towards being very materialistic really just turn me off. Also, the near constant questioning as to why I am single becomes a freaking irritation. Basically, it's like they do every thing they...
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zysahn:
I know we're both guys, but *manhugs* to you. I've come to a Zen-like appreciation for my current singleness ever since I broke my dating fast, but I still know where you're coming from there. And family can be bad with that stuff sometimes. I used to get the 'when are you gonna have kids' question, which I responded to with 'when I am finished digesting the previous ones'. Humor can be a lifesaver in some circumstances. 
My Thanksgiving weekend was pretty rad. I got to spend the weekend away with good friends that I don't get to see all that often. Hardly slept and gamed pretty much the entire time. My eyes aren't so happy with that, haha. I felt pretty great until I got home. When I realized nothing was here and I got to avoid the empty, lonely life...
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It's kinda awkward finding out your younger brother is engaged through facebook. Then again, we haven't really had much of a relationship with each other for years. I want to congratulate him but I feel weird about the whole thing. I know for a fact he has often treated her like garbage, yet here they are getting engaged. I feel as if I can't even...
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bringyouhell:
I wonder that same thing all the time.
Shit, it's been a long while since I posted here. Well, life has been a roller coaster since then. I lost my freaking job thanks to shady business practices going on in the company I was with. So, looking for a new job at the moment. My car died like three times in the span of August through October as well. Which made for an...
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