steps to getting over a crush:
1. spend more time on creating things, you'll feel better than sitting around obsessing over them. It's the best if you can somehow incorporate what you're feeling in your art so you can leave it behind when you're done.
2. Chill with friends- they're all you got sometimes.
3-The best way-Find a new crush. It is really that easy...
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1. spend more time on creating things, you'll feel better than sitting around obsessing over them. It's the best if you can somehow incorporate what you're feeling in your art so you can leave it behind when you're done.
2. Chill with friends- they're all you got sometimes.
3-The best way-Find a new crush. It is really that easy...
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Long Weekend. interesting though. Ron Jeremy is shorter in person than I ever thought he was. He told me I need to eat more, i should have asked him to be more specific. Spent so much time on schoolwork i forgot another world exists. I went with the crush to the City yesterday and on the way back we hit terrible traffic from a supposed...
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iggy:
yeah there was so much traffic for teh yankee game...ron jeremy...ewww...
yeah i question everything that goes on when i am with someone or when i have a crush on them...i am child of divorce too....
perhaps i shoudl sit down with the person i like and tell them i like them so i can get over him....
maybe you can give me some getting over a crush tips...
yeah i question everything that goes on when i am with someone or when i have a crush on them...i am child of divorce too....
perhaps i shoudl sit down with the person i like and tell them i like them so i can get over him....
maybe you can give me some getting over a crush tips...
I got a birthday card today from the girl who took my virginity. I haven't spoke a word to hear in about 5 years and then all of the sudden there's a 2 week late birthday card from her all about her life. it seems like it's from another life. This is someone who knew me when I only had one ear piercing and no...
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iggy:
things like that happen to me too..like this boy i used to date over the summer who i have not spoken too really called me the other day wanting to hang out...i was drunk and i have yet to call him back....i made myself feel better by staurday night and i went out and i am still trying to piece together what happened.
22 hours straight now without sleep. How does this keep on happening? i'm in one of those rare good moments though. The new tattoo on my chest is almost healed and don't itch anymore. KillBill2 was as good if not better than the origional. no work tommorow. Going to the city Saturday and Sunday, hopefully another tattoo one of those days. 22 days till school...
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jae_murder:
ahhh ill help you with your german!!!
iggy:
yeah your weekend sounds more fun than mine i am going to sit here in sussex county selling my shit on e bay and recovering from illness i possibly aquired while abusing my body thursday night...
The girl that sits next to me in Yoga class told me today that she's moving to California to go to Horror Effects Make Up school. i am jealous in ways I can't describe. She said I should go with her, that my artwork is good and I could go far in the buisness. I have a complex. Everything I create i Hate, associates, peers,...
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iggy:
I have the same problem you have..i hate everything i create but my proffesors and peers like it....so yeah i am too hard on myself too..
qxts...i have not been there in like a month...how has it been...i have no car so i can't go there...i hang out in the city instead....
i think you should go with the girl in your yoga class to california...get out of sussex county while you still can...(are you in sussex...or morris..either way...get out while you still can..)
qxts...i have not been there in like a month...how has it been...i have no car so i can't go there...i hang out in the city instead....
i think you should go with the girl in your yoga class to california...get out of sussex county while you still can...(are you in sussex...or morris..either way...get out while you still can..)
so i am hypocritically back on the computer now, but what else is there to do. My car started driving funny on the way home and I came home to find that my rear tire wasn't just flat, it was barely on there at all. Fuck. now my one day off and I'm gonna spend it driving around buying a fucking tire. 
On the good...
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in Art History 2 today we had a long discussion about how computers are destroying the art world and dehumanizing the entire race. i bet they said the same back when television came out. Only this time i worry. I am an entity right now, yet when I walk away I become a person. i interact with my environment. I am alive, yet spending all...
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iggy:
yeah it has changed a lot of things hasn't it? Oh well i guess we will have to adapt...i am an internet addict myself....but i am slowly getting away from it...it is time to live more....there is still a lot out there you just have to look hard to find it.
Here it is now 11 at night-7 hours before work and i am still drunk, it is more difficult ot type now more than ever. Got a pizza cause you don't know how to cook- got a bottle of Merlot cause you have nothing better to do for the night. You start to think why, an artist can't make it as an artist if he...
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Wow. It is really awkward to look at this site while at school. There is some fat guy sitting next to me right now eating a sandwich and glancing over at my screen like he's never seen a naked woman before, he probably hasn't actually. A.C. was good and bad. I lost $150, but in all reality i've never had so much fun losing money...
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iggy:
Sometimes i have to update my journal, check my comments etc. on the computer in my library at school...yeah and there is always some fat guy looking over my shoulder, or worse yet those hyper feminists who think what i do puts down the female race...so yeah...checking SG on the school computers, what an expierience. YOu know what, i actually can take days to call someone back, not because i am bothered by that person, but because i am just busy sometimes you know? So don't be so sensative when people don't call you back, i know its hard, but you're cool so i dunno why you would bother people.
mmm...alone with the ability to buy alcohol...oh yeah....
mmm...alone with the ability to buy alcohol...oh yeah....
After work tommorow i'm leaving for A.C. for this godforsaken religious weekend is too much to handle. The one person that i wanted to go is not coming, why- because that's the way things always work out. Fuck it- It's not worth the time to think about anymore. Friends are coming and alcohol there is plenty. This will be the first Saturday where I haven't...
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iggy:
religious weekend in A.C huh? seems odd to me but then again i was thinking of going to church for shits and giggles. This rejection sucks i think we should get togther and cry about it over a couple of beers.
alcohol also helps...helps deal with the rejection...
i always need a crush though....cause its seems to make my art better...