computer's crashing too much lately, yet losing touch with the internet is somewhat of a relief. found out yesterday that my ex has moved onto another life. It still hurt even though it's been over a year now since we last talked. one minute she was all of my life, now-nothing. I wonder if she even cares. This is definately a sign that times have...
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summer is passing far too fast. I try to hold it but the days slip between my bloody fingers. I see friends, listen to good music, read, and paint-nothing else will i remember of 2004...capture a moment, hold it forever in your broken heart. It's all i'll ever have
and those nights we spent together never felt this fuckin' cold
summer vacationing.....be back ?
yet i still have the ambition that one day at least the smallest and simplest thing will somehow work out, and that it will transform my entire world.....
Everything seems to have lost the magic touch it all once had.
The feeings I have held so long now are gone and dead.
Expectations are worthess.
Just leave this behind us...
The feeings I have held so long now are gone and dead.
Expectations are worthess.
Just leave this behind us...
Cheers to all the hope I had that will never go anywhere. Is there any hope I have left that is not fallen?
June Already. Three months till it starts all over again. the deprevation, the stress, the early mornings after a few hours of sleep, yet i look forward to it all. Everyone's home from school now so between work and friends there isn't much else. All the hours help, think I might be moving out soon, can't deal with seeing these same people anymore... On the...
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Wow, I haven't updated this in awhile. i think I've given up on the internet, it wastes too much of my life. yeah I met up with an old ex from long ago the other day and I'd like to say it went well but it was just awkward. I think I need to organize the people in my life, there are getting to be...
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Nothing much to say...Life is somewhat inactive now...just working so I can do better things later on in the summer, hopefully move out into a studio somewhere so my parents don't bitch about my drinking habits and make stupid comments on my artwork....Alkaline Trio in 5 hours, Fuck I have to start drinking 
i was with monkey at qxts like 2 weeks ago! and i was actually with fat jay last night at cold stone....irony is the best feeling in the world