openwounds

Just got back from driving an old friend to the airport , where he will be sent overseas to impose on other countries as America does the best. everytime he comes home it's wonderful, like old times again, then he leaves and soon others will follow to their respective colleges and whatnot. I wish it was June again, it seems like so far away already....
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The whole week is already gone and it's only Monday. -sigh- Then one more short week before school and craziness and everything in between. this is literally one of the last days off I'll be able to sleep. i miss my friends already

look, it's nearly 2 a.m. now and i am completely drunk and must be at work in four hours. is there even a point to trying to sleep it off? I'll probably feel worse if i sleep- but it is imperative. fuck. Why must all the great people leave in the next week and call to party so damn late. I shouldn't complain, this is...
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i found a new respect for painting abstract forms. I always thought it was an easier way of doing things but there is something deeper to it. It's becoming terribly close to school again and like usual I spent to much time drinking over the summer, and am again broke. I think I'll go to the beach some weekday next week after the dust settles,...
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Things are back to "normal" now. Warped Tour was fucking amazing, except for missing 3 good bands due to stupid NYC traffic and Casualties and Bouncing Souls playing at the same time. Still never so much fun in getting your ass kicked. Sad though, it's really the last thing i had to look forward to in summer. Now it's just books and less sleep during...
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What a fucked up week for it only being Wednesday. In the last 3 days I've:
-driven 400 miles in an attempt to have a vacation.
-Lost years worth of hair
-Been to happy hour twice
-Been to a wake
-Missed a day of work to go to a funeral i never ended up going to
-Talked to Dave, thankfully home from Iraq
-Been told...
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i started hearing voices a few minutes ago while reading a book. Even worse I responded to them. I don't know exactly how little sleep I've gotten lately, but when I start hearing voices it's time to sleep. Yup, nothing like going to sleep at 9:30 on a saturday night. That just sounds bad. Tommorow is the cure though, I'm really excited. Definately spending the...
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Having a fast metabolism really sucks when it comes to drinking. I drink and drink, but it just passes by in an hour or so. It's getting to be too expensive to get drunk. The good thing though, 3 and a half hours of sleep then a nine hour day and I'm not even the slightest bit hungover. I'm getting to be too used to...
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I'm not supposed yo let anyone know I am partying at Jay's house right now. oh well! By the time you read this I may already be intoxicated...

i need more sleep. 5 hours a night is only great in the sense that I can get so much more done, other than that work is hell and I usually end up falling asleep during the boring parts of the Democratic Convention. my mother saw me watching it the other day and started to talk about how she used to date a republican(ewww) who...
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