Alcohol is a depressant, or so they say. Yes alcohol is bad and evil and all that filigree but at the same time it's really not. Yes, right now I may be buzzed and it is more evident that I'm depressed as hell and i have a lower opinion of myself and being single now hurts worse than ever- but simeataneously I'm able to deal with the pain alot better now with dead brain cells than i ever could while sober. I don't care anymore, I know this is also a problem to but I just can't manange it anymore. I know I'll drink tommorow, and it won't be any better Friday at the Alkaline Trio show. Damn this summer for being so confusing. verdamnt verdamnt verdamnt....
iggy:
yeah i feel that way about alcohol too...makes being single easier to deal with...makes a lot of things easier to deal with i would say....summer is confusing isn't it...well being in sussex county doesn't help either...i just had to get the hell out of there....