The girl that sits next to me in Yoga class told me today that she's moving to California to go to Horror Effects Make Up school. i am jealous in ways I can't describe. She said I should go with her, that my artwork is good and I could go far in the buisness. I have a complex. Everything I create i Hate, associates, peers, professors all tell me it's good but I don't see it. I wish I created something I liked. Oh how I wish.The weekend was boring but this one will be better. drinking at QXt's, how uneventful yet sounds so enticing. Every other thought I have is about moving to california, it's going to put me $10000 in debt though, and i'll probably lose my job again, they probably won't hire me back. I'm established in New Jersey, it would be difficult to leave it all behind. Was der fig? 
qxts...i have not been there in like a month...how has it been...i have no car so i can't go there...i hang out in the city instead....
i think you should go with the girl in your yoga class to california...get out of sussex county while you still can...(are you in sussex...or morris..either way...get out while you still can..)