i went to the movies last night and saw Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind. I don't expect much from movies but I was truly touched by this one. It really hit home in ways that make you realize there is another world out there with people just like you in it. i decided even though I'm pretty much over the crush I'm going to tell her how I feel. I can't take whatever leftover feelings there are manifesting in the back of my head anymore, If i just get it all out and she says no ad fuck off it's better than letting it take over my life. I mean there's so much more in the world to experience without having to worry over this shit. It must end. my color theory teacher today demonstarted that he dosen't understand me as a person through my paintings, which truly bothers me because I really believe it's what we create that gives a view in to our lives. once again I'm misunderstood by someone, living on again. Du bist richtig Iggy, personen mit dicht geisten sind nicht wurdig, besonders christlichen. fig diese. und auch fig mixed signals. why the fuck can't people just be more open? Hope you did allright on yer midterm 
iggy:
actually in a bizarre twist of events the mid term was cancelled..... yeah i am all about telling people how i feel or how i felt at one time...i hate wondering what could have been i would rather just get it out into the open...and everyone keeps telling me to see eternal sunshine...but i hate going to the movies, it makes me nervous....